I want to kill myself because I am an aspie

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Do you have a special interest? Maybe try to find a social group around your area or around your state, therefore you might meet friends that you can relate too and hopefally people who won't upset you on a daily basis.

i find this whole topic confusing and pointless why do people waste their lives to suicide?

Being an aspie isn't bad. It just makes you unique in many ways.

I'm in my 40s and having AS still sucks monkey. Dunno what else to say. If I had no kids I'd not be here three or four times over. I'm so tired of being thrown away like a piece of trash after ppl bang on about how (smart, unique, whatever the bleeping sh*t) I'm supposed to be for just long enough to get me to give a rat's posterior about them that I just want to barf. Unless I can figure out how people work I'm outta here after my youngest turns 18 (8 years, 1 month, 6 days).

~K

You are right. And there should be more aspies and less NT's. The dumb NT's are living life regardless of how stupid they are while the smart aspies who could actually contribute and change the world are offing themselves. It's ridiculous. Aspies need to realize that they are here to create new things with their awesome brains while the NT's keep destroying everything with their stupidity. You HAVE to feel alienated in this world because the majority of people here are ret*d but you came here to clean up and fix the problem. You just have to overlook the stupidity of these people and get to work.

To f**k or to not give a f**k, that is the question.
f**k f**k f**k f**k fuckem, that's what I said to myself one day.
There are idiots, f*****g idiots and really nice people in the world. and I think I fall into the latter.
If they shout s**t at me from a car window, well it ain't their fault they where born and made ignorant pricks.
So fuckem
fuckem all.

now that all the f***s are f****d and they've f****d of I can get on being my nice self, watching all the s**t happen like a movie going buy. Because I found out I'm not the only nice person in the world, there are others, and we all stick together like s**t on a stick.

I could kill myself, it would probably be a bit less troublesome for me, but then I wouldn't have the pleasure of those nice people who want me, and laughing inside when the f*****g idiots shout s**t at me, or watch them crawl when I speak the truth and their lies end up crippling them.

and hey, the f*****g idiots would have to find someone else to try and poke fun at, who may not be laughing back.

sure, feeling like your appreciated, because you a good f**k, not a f*****g idiot feels, well better than the other options. A lot of my female friends went through similar phases when they where around your age and younger. I've still got one friend who has issues with not being accepted and feeling like a freak, for who no amount of masturbation has stopped her picking up the odd guy from the pub.

But we all still love her, and she loves herself for that. Though it took a while to get her to feel more comfortable about herself.

I'm a bloke and kind of feel like a sex doll in a way, the school f****d with me, the Dr's f****d with me, work f****d with me, the system f****d with me. But that's not my school, my Dr, my Work, My system. So fuckem fuckem all.

I'm off to make some noises of wind switching through the trees and then probably write a soppy poem to my mate, and feel a bit embarrassed later, only to get an even soppier reply. And pop round her house and act like a pair of delinquent five year olds. Then go home to my Mrs, have a shower, cook diner, dance. Cheer her up a bit, cos she's all upset about having her hours changed at work and her plans changing. Go to bed, wake up the next day a happy AS man, with my wonderful AS partner, only to open a letter from the Dr, completely crash for a few hours and then think, fuckem

I don't need the f***s, so fuckem, fuckem all.

Hope I put enough f***s in their for you, to keep you going for a while. I'm sure if you open the window you'll see plenty more walk past, and maybe, if you look closely some really wonderful people thrown in the mix, oh and that crisp packet that's moved a little bit down the road from where it was a week ago.

If you are a vergin - you are not a sex toy
If you are suicidal, there are much quicker and less painfull ways to go than courting an STD

It sounds like you are aspiring to be a sex toy because you have been taught to abuse yourself

If you want that wonderfull magical feeling that sex is supposed to be,

It will not come from strangers or users or creeps, they will only lead you closer to this horible feeling that has led you to post on suicide.

Here are a few rules that will lead to GREAT SEX (boys pay attention too)

Never ever have sex with someone who has not already proven they are worthy of being your BEST FREIND

Establish over a long period of time they are indeed YOUR BEST FRIEND

Ask yourself - Do I completely trust this person with my life? - in today's day and age we're talking about AIDS so make sure you know the answer to this one, then get them tested.

I'm not condeming casual sex in any way, but as an aspie, I believe that we are better safe than sorry and that casual sex requires a degree of social intuition we may not be equipped with. If you don't want to abuse yourself - don't set yourself up for abuse. If they won't be your best freind without screwing you then they aren't sex worthy IMO