why do people care if others they hate kill themselves?

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Sly, I think you're okay, even when we disagree. I'd rather back away from an argument with you than risk provoking you into posting something that will get you in trouble.

Hang in there!

You do not need to hunt; plenty of people don't.

Have you considered joining a local hiking club - you may well meet a girl or two there who share your interests.

horses scare me, they way bigger than me. I'm use to being bigger than most people and animals. that and all the stores of one wrong move and horse can kill you on accident :S
they'll pretty animals though from other side of fence.
equestrian peeps are a no go sadly, they well off enough to own a horse means they look down on me as worthless for not being well off. horses here cost thousands to buy, then hundreds a month to shelter and feed. they spend more on their horse then I make each month after bills and taxes.

yeah I would have to have just fox, and not cats. cause its possible foxes might eat cats. lucky I've never seen a fox in person. the adoption site has tons of pictures though and then theres bunch of videos on youtube of fox pets.

I've lived in city all my life so get food from store. never needed to hunt and my family growing up was anti guns of any kind. my ex friends would kill animals for fun including one that was an endangered species
you have multiple horses?
poor horses hope they got better :S

nope always during day in parks, can't go to most parks at night anyways. though guess couples do to have sex. perhaps why they made it off limits after dark. scary in dark anyways so I wouldn't go to park at night.

can have a lot of things here, just about anything if one is rich enough.
all kinds of different kinds, bb guns, air rifles(some that fire the same bullets guns do), airsoft, paintball, real guns, all way up to firing tanks and cannons.

bullpup air rifle or a real gun?
most bullpup real guns are actually more balanced compared to regular guns that tend to be super front heavy.

^o.o> confused fox.

its ok. long replies are nice as long as its in paragraphs like you did. some people here just do a wall of text which is hard for me to read.

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I got kicked by a horse once, somehow I spooked it and it reared up and jerked its stake out of the ground, and let me have it. luckily it was a glancing blow. still hurt. its owner broke a board across its tuckas to get it to settle down.

Heh... there are two types of horse people, the one's who were born into money and like you say look down on everyone, and the ones that have no money because they own horses. I'm in the second catagory. XDD

They are incredibly strong animals, and it's true that the slightest wrong move can result in injury or death, but you'd be surprised at the lengths most horses will go to not to hurt you. Even if you fall off most of them do some very fancy footwork to avoid stepping on you. Most injuries are simply bad luck with horses, because I've yet to meet one that wanted to hurt humans for no reason. My horse cost £750, which over here is extremely cheap, but it's the upkeep costs that sting you yeah. It's a lifestyle though really.. can't imagine living without them. Mines definitely saved my life more times than I can count to be honest, by giving me something to live for.. sometimes you need that.

Sorry that was a ramble.. can you tell what my main special interest in life has been? ^^'

They're on the mend though yeah. Mine recovered quite quickly, but my friends horse is still on box rest. She's lucky to be alive though so silver linings.

Yeah can't stand anyone who kills animals for fun though, they disgust me. Don't understand what they get out of it, they have to be very sick and twisted individuals to derive enjoyment from any beings death. It absolutely killed me to kill rabbits even out of necessity.

Hahahaha oh god we call people who meet up in parks for casual sex doggers over here.. used to confuse me so bad because I thought it was just a bunch of dog walkers, and I asked my dad once if we could walk the dog to see the other doggers. He wasn't impressed.

AHHHH PAINTBALL GUNS THOUGH EEEEP! Sorry I have lots of fun memories of going paintballing heh.. damn I wish I was in the states though so I could own one of my own and have some real fun lol.

I'm not exactly sure what the bullpup was tbh, I just know it was extremely powerful and probably quite illegal. The least said about it's specs the better really. >.>

And why are you confused? Seriously I haven't had such a decent conversation with anyone in years, dunno why you'd think badly of yourself when you're clearly such a varied and nuanced individual. *e-cuddles*

Heh I got carried away again.. glad to know it's okay with you though! You're just really easy to talk to.

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I got kicked by a horse once, somehow I spooked it and it reared up and jerked its stake out of the ground, and let me have it. luckily it was a glancing blow. still hurt. its owner broke a board across its tuckas to get it to settle down.[/quote

Ouch sorry to hear you got kicked! Tbf most horsey people learn when to get out the way through the same hard lesson at some point. Hurts like hell if they get you just right lol. Ever been bitten by a horse? I swear a lion couldn't hurt much more pmsl.

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I was just a clueless little kid like a deer in the headlights, I just stood there because I didn't know what to do.

we don't have any born into money horse owners around here. just middle class horse owners.

yeah I wouldn't know, only been around horses at the fair and some what back when my friends parents owned some.

that's good. I don't really have anything to live for. only here cause I'm unable to give up completely as of yet.
there's a few things I can enjoy for now. video games, and recently got into the wet shaving hobby, started out as a requirement but now I enjoy it. I miss target shooting and airsoft. but just can't afford them anymore, nor have anyway of getting out to woods or someone to go with. if I get a job I'm going to save for a new carry gun though. 9mm is cheaper than .40

as for shaving I want to add some more soaps and get a badger brush.

think its cool you get to enjoy your special interest. sounds like it makes you very happy. is it just riding or do you go to shows or stuff?

thats good. whats box rest?

I generally try to catch and release spiders outside. I only kill if they get too close to me. I won't kill flies too, though i do set up fly traps and try not to look at them but otherwise they attack us and ruin all our food. yeah I think I could kill a dear or animal to survive , though I could't skin/process it. I also don't know how I'd come out of it. I've never taken a life larger than an bug.

That's a funny story. I don't imagine he liked the idea. though personally I think such sex would be fun to try once. but safely and when pretty sure no one will see.

you can't have paintball guns? I know you can have airsoft guns. the sport is big over there. there's a big youtube channel call scottiedogs or something like that.

because. women see me as worthless trash, so I don't know what or how to react to one being nice or interested in me.
scares me a bit, makes me feel bet nervous and jumpy. like a real fox that is trying to decide to run away or stay.
because I've been told over and over how bad and worthless I am and how I'm not a real man.

longer messages are always better. I think anyways.

I don't think those women who regard you as useless, know what they're missing! Anyway such women aren't worth your time.

You need a kind hearted one that cares for the environment as you do. You probably just haven't met the one yet: she may be just as lonely as you and ready to pop around the next corner.

Hang in there please, things usually turn around and life throws you a bone eventually, you've just got to get through the rough patch and out the other side. I know what it's like to feel that way though, so I know that what I say probably sounds about as easy as flying to mars right now, but you seem like a strong guy. Would help if you could find someone to go shooting with though definitely. I find that sometimes the guilt associated with not wanting to miss planned outings stops me from doing anything stupid.. kinda bad to need that I know but hey whatever works right?

What's a carry gun though? Sorry if I sound really dense but guns really are such a taboo topic around here. ^^'

... and a badger brush omfg I must sound like an absolute numpty right now. XD

I do some competitions, but they usually frighten me with all the people around and everyone practically exuding fear. Much prefer to make my own challenges with what I encounter, so I do a lot of hedge hopping out in farmers fields and stuff like that. More thrilling anyway when there's nobody around for miles to dust you off if you come unstuck.

Oh and box rest is where they have to stay in their stables all day for a period of weeks or months. It absolutely sucks for the horse, they hate it with a passion, but sometimes limiting their movement is in their best interests so yeah... breaks my heart though.

Heh spiders.. I try to ignore them as much as possible, but if they're absolutely massive I get my sister to catch them, because she's this strange fearless creature who gives no fuqs about anything. Luckily we don't get too many bugs around here, but tbh I've found that spraying horse fly spray around the windows keeps everything well away. I know what you mean though, taking a life is just... no. I hate it. Sometimes it's necessary but you wouldn't believe the nightmares I've had at times because of it. Ever seen watership down? That stupid bloody song gets stuck on repeat in my nightmares pff.

Hahahaha no he didn't, no worse than when I was a kid and was dressing up as a pirate and went around shouting I'M CAPTAIN HOOKER! XD Outdoor sex could be interesting though I agree.. just not with strangers.

Not sure about the legalities of owning a paintball gun tbh but it's more where to use one. I can't think of anywhere I could go where someone wouldn't call the police on me.. it's pathetic around here.

And hey maybe it's the women who made you believe that who are the worthless trash, because it seems to me like they've missed out big style here. Were they even talking to the same guy I am? Because like I say, if you were living closer I'd be ridiculously shyly in my own way asking you out right about now. ^^'

How old are you now? I know it's taken me years to catch up to my peers and actually want the things they want, for instance I haven't been interested in getting a boyfriend until around a year and a half ago, while most of my college friends have been in relationships since their early teens! I don't know if it's a personal thing to me or an autism/aspie trait to be 'late bloomers' like this? My emotional maturity is still catching up even now, and I doubt I'd enter into a relationship at the same level of maturity as other people my age. Maybe you could look at people younger than yourself and see if it's the same issue for you? All my female friends (not many granted) and myself all agree that older men are hot too.

I'm sorry to hear that people are dehumanized anywhere though, that's beyond unfair. Money is such a nothing concept in the wide scheme of things and I really can't understand the fixation with it. Who measures worth in currency? Are they implying they are for sale... hmm I wonder..

And I make promises for movie nights with the few sort of friends I have, and I ride out with my sister at times too. I'm not very good with social settings so I don't do these things often, but just knowing I'm expected to show up to some things helps me to make it from day to day.

Ahhh thanks for clearing that up though I really was being dense heh. Do you need to carry a gun for self defence? I'd be scared to live somewhere where I need to be armed tbh.

And yet again I was being dense lol thank you for clarifying! Do you use a straight razor then? I admire your skill if so I'd cut myself just looking at one of those lol.

Ugh sorry that you had to give a speech.. I can't think of anything more terrifying tbh. Much respect to you for getting up and doing it anyway! And yeah I meant falling off lol sorry I'm getting carried away and using such vague language. ^^'

... your spiders though omfg I'd be terrified! Anything venomous is just noooooooooo! Do many people get bitten by these spiders or is their bark worse than their bite so to speak? I could deal with venomous snakes weirdly but not spiders, probably because I have a pet snake so they don't seem as scary. And hey if you've not seen watership down I won't introduce you to it, it's supposed to be for kids but it's got a really f****d up message. *shudders*

Pmsl your uncles had a sense of humour! My baby bro misses out the 'l' in clock which is similarly amusing, although nobody told him to do that heh. Glad to have made you smile though with my past embarrassments. ;P Same here though, I can't imagine sharing myself with someone I don't know no matter how horny I am. Trust would be missing and I'd be so vulnerable and they wouldn't even get my sensory issues and yeah it would just be awful. Nothing against people who do like casual sex but it's definitely not for me. ^^'

I'll look into airsoft fields though definitely! Maybe paintball runs alongside in many places. I know there's a place nearby where you ride a tank while paintballing but it costs a lot of money which I don't have.

THEY ARE NOT RIGHT THOUGH please don't validate their idiocy when I think you've proven beyond argument that you have so much to give to the right person! Anyone who only sees dollar signs when they look at a person has a really scary mentality anyway and I wouldn't want to get involved with someone like that for any reason. Why do you need to drive a truck too? Is it like.. big car = big... other things? Can anyone say compensating? XD Apologies to anyone who drives a truck for legit reasons btw but if that's why some people drive them then it's just daft. From what those 'women' put on their profiles they aren't looking for a man, they're looking for a care taker, and you deserve a mutual relationship not some sponger. I feel sorry for any man who's in that kind of relationship who thinks they did well out of life.

And it would probably involve a lot of hedging and beating around the bush then my eventual growing a pair and asking you outright XD