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...An attempted lengthy reply just got ate by the tablet I am working on .
I will , therefore , try a supe-rief response , based on one point only - for now .
Tobes most certainly DID threaten to have me committed , and someone else essentially backed him up/encouraged that .
I,ve had enough of : alternative facts :/: I didn,t say that ! : from Trump today !

...K , I will try to finish out/put to rest the whole attempted CCSF thing .
AGAIN , THIS , IN ITELF , MY FALL INTO THE : INAPPROPRIATE DESIRES : OINTED OUT BEFORE 9I have to post now . I cannot correct he mis-capitaled line .0

Tobes, I know you had nothing but the best intentions. In an ideal world, ASS-P would be chilling in a group home or similar. Hopefully one day he can make that happen for himself.

I think ASS-P is a fine person, if I lived in SF I'd hang out with him.

Edit to add: ASS-P I think we're here posting at the same time. You don't have to rehash the college stuff or what you perceive our motives are. I think we all have a pretty good understanding of the situation and as far as "inappropriate desires" it's just a difference of opinion/what I value versus what you do. It's your life, so what you want is definitely more important. I'll mind my own business and keep my suggestions to myself.

...I have to go to GREAT trouble to put a post up , even under these improved circumstanes , many posts . Thus the big mess above .
If you people with : normal : Web access only knew what I have to go through .e
I wish the former (alleged) friends of mine in this line who tell me how they wash their up to theire owing personal information around , which I don,t r and just GO AWAY ! Don,t bother me anymore ! You dudes are call giving to you .
I wonde more : farewell tours : than the Who and Sarah Bernhardt combined ! !!
Now you,re telling other people to desert me , as wll - Some friends .
Tobes , even when we were friengly , I was sort of suspicious of you ,having this persobal informatioon of mine , I wondered whether you,d hacked my personal info somehow

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No : ordering me : poser here knows anything aout me besides what I have tod them tcond -o deposit myself , just this se .
Therefore , STFU . rder me to deposit myself in locked group hoheme - which is , of course , just aroung
You order me to deposit myself in a locked group home - Which is , of course just waiting around the corner for me to deposit myself in it , just ths second - And ,wn such is not forthcoming,,,You announce : Welf on hell , I tried to hself , I wash my hands of you . : and pat yourseelp you , but you don,t want to help yourself . I wash my hands of you ,: and immediately pat youself on the back , telling yourselves how noble and not-obeyed you are , andget into attacking me . Oh boy .
What a maroon .

Already only a day or two after my involvement with you has reduced, your circumstances have improved. Hopefully they continue to improve as my energy is gone away from your life. Personally, I have felt for a while that I only brought negative energy to you. Perhaps this is a sign that I was right about that.

We were friendly, albeit with our ups and downs. But overall we got on well. The only information I had (past-tense) of you is either that you gave me or that other people have told me. I didn't hack you!

The only reason for wanting that information was to help you. I totally understand how you feel betrayed by my serious consideration of having you forcibly committed but I hope you can understand that it was only because you simply need someone to look after you - and you recently got into a very bad spot, I was worried about you. You can not handle life. Doesn't your never-ending cycle of problems make you realise that?

Anyway, don't worry. I will not ever be having you committed. Rest easy knowing that.

Also let it be known that I sent numerous PMs and Facebook messages asking your feelings about me after you were seemingly avoiding me. You didn't reply to one. We both perhaps did or said the wrong things to eachother, one by me suggesting you be taken against your will and two you by ignoring me, when I still wanted to help.

In reality, I probably can't help you. Maybe other people can, so you should listen to the people who take time out of their day to offer you advice and even do research about how things can improve for you... because they don't have to... they want to.

...I see nw , for some neutral-type : editing commentary : here , that my above two posted got somewhat garbled , as they went up , due to the problems I have with postng on this tablet . Ironically ,(?) , the same garbling may help overcome it some , and let people get at least something of my intended meaning - This tablet will switch words you,re typing from theirproper place at the part of your nessage that you,re typing to earlier in the message ! You,ll try t corrct that , but words will leap back to earlier in the statement without warning .
However , though it,s repititious , I see that cases in which two different attempts on my part to type the same general words ha parts of both stay up , leading the phrases to be up twice , itay at least get them repeated enough to hopefully get over to the reader what I wastrying to say . I hope so . Thnk goodness for small mercies ?

You didn't read my post.

...If you mean your post talking about Regional Centers , no , I read it and I have something to say , but I haven,t been able quite to fully read & think of what I,ll say , than post it , under my somewhat limited tech circumstancs .
Thank you for the post .





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...I am still in the hospital , there aren,t phones in the rooms (I suppose this underlines - The hospiyal I am in pretty recently received a massive donation and made itself over , I guess no phones in rooms reflects the : modern : expectation that , basically , everyone has a cell phone , so a : modern : hospital would leave them out . By the way , my not having a cell phone is not because I,m eccentric and bohemian , but because I cannot afford one . ) , I cannot call Regional Center here from here noow , anyway , Kitty . Pay-/public phones on the outside are nearly Model T/radio drama level of non-existent , too .
The HOT Team worker I have had told me that the same shelter slot I had left after the thefts was be




eryone , es with them now sentially , has a cell phone

Tobes Section 8 is an apartment voucher for low income, not a forcible committal.

Just a for your information.

...after the thefts was being held for me , though a possibilty of something better later exists as well .
Kitty , it rather seems that when yu,re , as a client , : with : oone rganizatin you , kind of anyway , are : stuck/: and can,t easily go to another one . And , yes , there,s my health and curfew time - so physical - and money/phone - so financial - getting around limitations . Anything else aside , that figures as something that would work against the scenario of some folks here,s demands of : GO OUT AND GET YOURSELF PUT IN : A HOME : , IMMEDIATELY ! : (Where I can get forced to take Thorazine and Mellaril , et al , twice a day , have to show Big Nurse I,ve swallowed it , in my mouth - Okay , I suppose there,s better : a home : situations than that - But available foto me from the big Psych ? That I do not know .) - which , of course , is JUST immediately available , right around the corner .
You know , as far as the - now on the back-buner , yes - going to CC to eventually go to uni thiing went , when I thought in 2016 that I could arrange it for this year (The date the early 2017 semester started is past now ) - some people responding said : NO , NO NO YOU CANNOT DO IT NOW , YOU MUST WAIT UNTIL EVERYTHING IS ABSOLUTELY PERFECT TO TRY , EVEN , STEP ONE ! !! !! !! : and others , when I initially had some help with filling out application and financial aide forms but then that aid went away and I wished some new aid and the would-be Al-In-One registration day approaced and I wanted someone to be my friend and take me to and fro there perhaps no one here was , legitimately , able to arrange for help for me on those but some on this board became obsessed with stupid : feel-good TV movie : scenarios where I was suppsed to fill out the forms all by myself and get to the All-In-One on my crippled self.
For the latter , NOBODY who is not a professional or I suppose an obsessive reader of : How To Fill Out Forms For Applying : books and websites could fill out those forms even just for a so-called : normal : 17-year old (Who has lots more piss , vinegar , energy and come/estrogen and is probably in better health than I and at not at least sort of defeated by life .as I have been .) whom the system is designed for and , likely , doesn,t have odd circumstances as I have .
I do have to depend on the hospital,s/HOT,s charity to have pants and shoes when I walk out of here . I believe basically , I will be the recipient of ths but still .
I id have so much in funds depleted from me simply from what was stolen/otherwise gone from just the time I left the Civic Center stabalization room on , I have had to re-buy things over and over .
As I am fairly better and they were speaking of releasing me , essentially anyway , tomorrow - That is my birthday and I would preer to be 100% outside of a hospital on that day m even meaning I,d get one day
less of being able to watch TCM (See...a little bit of lightness here .) , I do have a slot in the old shelter reserved , so , if I,m forced into that , I,d like to at least be out on my birthday , 00% of the day , getting out later to-day .
I suppose I,ll be , maybe , prevented from that and my birthday will be taken away from me .
I had some ideas for : speial : thibgs , one in particular , which maybe in the end I wouldn,t get to do but I,d at least like the choice .
Instead , maybe Big Doctor will take away my birthday from me . too..................hey took my late childhood and young adulthood from me , too ...

...Thank you , DC , I,m glad to see you here .
Maybe I should balance out the : expressing unhappiness : shown above , I mostly feel fairly good now , I did get care , I was safe...and got to watch TCM some and the Inauguration .
I didn,t notice Tobes making that mistake , thannk you , DC .
I also have had the blessing of having - generally - unlimited Wi-Fi while I,m here , and - even with its limitation , you lil, cutie this tablet , so I could Internet . I have been in the same room coninuously since coming in Thursday night/overnight?? And , fed regularly - and , the pills greatly reducing anyway the excessive weight (And ,, to spell things out , I assume I,d get more pilld and follow-upvisits for here after I,m out and I,d follow up on them.)
There is a movie house (Independent , not a mall one .) in this area which gives you free admission on your birthday .
I have thought of going there as II have in the past , however, i might not - With a curfew I,d likely (It,s waay across town from me) spend much of the day doing just that , nothing else , and IIRC the movies they,re showing now aren,t super ultra : Go ! !! !! !! : to me .
I thought I,d maybe , if I didn,t get out to-day I,d , anyway , reduce myself from enjoying things by fasting from food for the rest of the time I was here . Perhaps I won,t , however .

I received an email from someone at the Golden Gate Regional Center. They can offer a great deal of help in getting back on your feet if you're eligible.

ASS-P, were you ever officially diagnosed with a type of mental or social disorder? Because it seems you may need an official diagnosis to be eligible. If you want a diagnosis, ask Social Services to arrange a meeting with a psychiatrist.

They have asked for ASS-P to give them a call regardless. Here is their number: 650-524-2323. Ask for Hugo. If it goes to voicemail, just leave some information and a number and/or address where you can be contacted.

If you're still in the hospital when you receive this post, you can politely ask a staff member at the hospital if you can quickly use their phone to make an important call. Or if there is a phone at the shelter, just use that.

Last edited by Tobes on 25 Jan 2017, 9:27 pm, edited 1 time in total.

ASS-P: you can email them. I had a Regional Center counselor, but things didn't work out, I fired her, I'm planning on joining again. They can give you an Independent Living Skill person to help you.

...It should have been : for the former : , not : for the latter : , below .
I guess my birthay has been taken away from me , I,m still in the hospital .
To mourn that/deny myself in keeoing of that , I say I,ll starve myself tomorrow , fast , not have the hospital meals .




-P"]...after the thefts was being held for me , though a possibilty of something better later exists as well .
Kitty , it rather seems that when yu,re , as a client , : with : oone rganizatin you , kind of anyway , are : stuck/: and can,t easily go to another one . And , yes , there,s my health and curfew time - so physical - and money/phone - so financial - getting around limitations . Anything else aside , that figures as something that would work against the scenario of some folks here,s demands of : GO OUT AND GET YOURSELF PUT IN : A HOME : , IMM EDIATELY ! : (Where I can get forced to take Thorazine and Mellaril , et al , twice a day , have to show Big Nurse I,ve swallowed it , in my mouth - Okay , I suppose there,s better : a home : situations than that - But available foto me from the big Psych ? That I do not know .) - which , of course , is JUST immediately available , right around the corner .
You know , as far as the - now on the back-buner , yes - going to CC to eventually go to uni thiing went , when I thought in 2016 that I could arrange it for this year (The date the early 2017 semester started is past now ) - some people responding said : NO , NO NO YOU CANNOT DO IT NOW , YOU MUST WAIT UNTIL EVERYTHING IS ABSOLUTELY PERFECT TO TRY , EVEN , STEP ONE ! ! ! ! ! ! ! : and others , when I initially had some help with filling out application and financial aide forms but then that aid went away and I wished some new aid and the would-be Al-In-One registration day approaced and I wanted someone to be my friend and take me to and fro there perhaps no one here was , legitimately , able to arrange for help for me on those but some on this board became obsessed with stupid : feel-good TV movie : scenarios where I was suppsed to fill out the forms all by myself and get to the All-In-One on my crippled self.
For the latter , NOBODY who is not a professional or I suppose an obsessive reader of : How To Fill Out Forms For Applying : books and websites could fill out those forms even just for a so-called : normal : 17-year old (Who has lots more piss , vinegar , energy and come/estrogen and is probably in better health than I and at not at least sort of defeated by life .as I have been .) whom the system is designed for and , likely , doesn,t have odd circumstances as I have .
I do have to depend on the hospital,s/HOT,s charity to have pants and shoes when I walk out of here . I believe basically , I will be the recipient of ths but still .
I id have so much in funds depleted from me simply from what was stolen/otherwise gone from just the time I left the Civic Center stabalization room on , I have had to re-buy things over and over .
As I am fairly better and they were speaking of releasing me , essentially anyway , tomorrow - That is my birthday and I would preer to be 100% outside of a hospital on that day m even meaning I,d get one day
less of being able to watch TCM (See...a little bit of lightness here .) , I do have a slot in the old shelter reserved , so , if I,m forced into that , I,d like to at least be out on my birthday , 00% of the day , getting out later to-day .
I suppose I,ll be , maybe , prevented from that and my birthday will be taken away from me .
I had some ideas for : speial : thibgs , one in particular , which maybe in the end I wouldn,t get to do but I,d at least like the choice .
Instead , maybe Big Doctor will take away my birthday from me . too..................hey took my late childhood and young adulthood from me , too ...[/quote]