EzraS wrote:
I am stronly considering completely ending all of my online existence. It really hasn't gone well for me. I've made enemies. I have een permabanned from forums. My warning level here is a 3. I'm obviously no good at this and just set myself up for grief.
Maybe I'll end all I am online and try starting over. I don't know. But I feel like I have reached a breaking point.
If I just completely withdraw and have no contact with the outside world at all in any form I'll probably be happier and I will not have these bad experiences.
i thought you were stronger than that ezra.
you know you have the fairest mind and can argue with both the ideological sides.
you see BS. edit: i don't mean what you see is BS, i mean you can identify it.
you say what you see and i almost always am impressed by how someone your age can be so well considered.
you know who you are challenging. both sides.
and both sides take the time to try to reason with you (in their own ideals) and you never just give up and become a disciple of anything.
good work mate.
i admire such imperviousness to strong social persuasions.
i am not as wise as you.
but if you have a sore heart, then it's up to someone else to heal it i guess. i don't know.
i read all your posts and can predict before i read them, that your response will be temperate.
i hope you are not too physically disabled. i have no idea about your mobility and stuff.
i hope you are healthy enough to reach old age.
anyway, that is from me b9 who is the coldest bastard on the forum.