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I really need to come to terms with the fact that I want to live. It's stupid to pretend that I'm willing to give up completely, when I have a long record of resting up and coming back stronger. Moving from rest to action never comes easy, though.

I wonder how conspiracy theorists have managed to gain so much traction over the years when all that they speak of has been proven to to be false and flat out lies.

You know why there's so many nasty kids? Because the parents are even nastier. f**k!

A curse on all cheapskates, scrooges and selfish bastards in the world. May they die abandoned in a nursing home, clutching the remote control!

Not just in the US, either. The prevalence of wild conspiracy theories increases as news sources are considered less trustworthy. It amazes me how attached people get to a simple explanation, as long as it explains how they are simultaneously superior and oppressed.

Thanks sir, cause I don't always take everything at face value.

There is just no moron as infuriating as a smug moron, after all. It would be fine if people got out of touch with reality and left other people alone, but it wouldn't be a conspiracy theory without an existential threat. To paraphrase HST, you can turn your back on a person, but never turn your back on a persecution fantasy.

sudo rm -rf life

Everyone deserves me to be gone and I deserve it more then anyone. This is a peaceful exit actually

The storm of the century is coming tomorrow, but the fools who manage my apartment complex left the automatic sprinklers running... I mean... what? I can't... even.

I can predict either a good or a bad future. Sometimes negative change is needed to create a positive outcome in the future. I don't want to be one of the lives lost in negative change. I have to leave soon or it may be too late for me.

f**k me

Flash backs, ptsd, shaky, noises outside, freaking out

Breathing...

Star Fox and headphones, nothing is coming in my square, I am okay

I wish I could subtract 4 years from my age and start over. Maybe then, I wouldn't mess everything up.

If only I had stood up to my mommala sooner...
I could have avoided all of this.

I guess I didn't know there was a such thing as help...
or trust...
or love..


Most people have kindness in them to some degree... I don't know why I didn't see that. Even bullies show concern for other people.

I wish I'd seen that people wanted to be my friends instead of pushing them away.. Maybe then I wouldn't be so lonely.

It makes me sad to think about that. It makes me sad to hear my dad is sad because I haven't been talking to him. It makes me sad that people were worried about me and I didn't know it.

Many things make me sad.

I want drugs

I am craving drugs

f**k my life

Found out this afternoon that the old guy I live beside who I've known all my life has prostate cancer, pretty bad.

I feel gutted.

Is the whole f*****g world dying of cancer?
Really, f**k this.
May as well get off my face.

If only I could go back to when I was about 12 and relive my life without all the stupid mistakes.

If only I could relive my teens again. I was a stupid, immature childish teenager but with if I could go back with all the knowledge and maturity I have now, I'd have enough knowledge and maturity to be an average teenager.

I can't relate to teen movies because I was never a teenager. I transitioned directly from child to manchild (when I was about 25 years old).

I FAIL AT EVERYTHING AND I AM LOSER AND IF I HAD A 9mm I WOULD EAT THAT s**t AND PULL THE f*****g TRIGGER.

NO ONE WOULD f*****g CARE AND THOSE THAT DO DON"T KNOW ME ENOUGH TO NOT f*****g CARE.

Okay... I feel better now,

Don't worry I am okay

That is how I feel though but I don't care how I feel

NOT HAVING GOOD DAY