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30 Mar 2017, 6:47 am

Why?


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30 Mar 2017, 6:51 am

If someone rejects you and hurts you very badly and then they suddenly invite you somewhere what do you do?
I don't know if I can do that.
I'd be too scared they'd say go away again.


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30 Mar 2017, 6:55 am

^^Because you are you :)

You also have some great qualities. You are kind, inklusive to everyone, funny, intelligent, you make people feel better when they are down. You have done it to me several times.

I'm sure you have your bad qualities like the rest of us :wink:



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30 Mar 2017, 6:56 am

I think 'intelligent' may be pushing it a bit too far.


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30 Mar 2017, 7:01 am

Raleigh wrote:
If someone rejects you and hurts you very badly and then they suddenly invite you somewhere what do you do?
I don't know if I can do that.
I'd be too scared they'd say go away again.

That's hard to say really. Hmmm, I'll say go with your gut feeling. What will hurt the most; go with them and possibly be hurt, or not go with them?

I think it's a good thing that you want to protect yourself against being hurt. I'm just saying if you where let's say selfdestructive, you might not have that instinct to protect yourself.



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30 Mar 2017, 7:03 am

Raleigh wrote:
I think 'intelligent' may be pushing it a bit too far.

You are certainly wise!



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30 Mar 2017, 7:11 am

I can only deal with so much heartbreak.
Emotional harm affects me much more than physical harm.
Emotional harm makes me want to commit physical harm on myself.


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30 Mar 2017, 7:17 am

I suffer emotional distress over things no normal person would worry about, I'm sure.
That's what I like about this forum.
No one really knows how much distress I'm in.
No one can see my condition.
No one really sees me.


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30 Mar 2017, 7:24 am

^So you like the privacy.
That also makes it harder for others to understand what you are experiensing. But it's totally up to each person how much they want to share! :)

You suffer emotional stress over things no normal person would worry about. How can you be sure, if you never have told anyone, asked anyone? Of course you might be right, but maybe not.

I want to be seen. You don't want to be seen.



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30 Mar 2017, 7:33 am

Unlike you, I'm not very glamorous.

I could share all the details of me but they're not what you'd call pretty.

Being seen is one of the things that causes me emotional distress.


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30 Mar 2017, 7:41 am

Do normal people have breakdowns over someone seeing their photo?

Do normal people cry themselves into breathing difficulties and get suicidal over people they barely know on internet forums?


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30 Mar 2017, 7:42 am

^^I wouldn't say some of the sides of me I've shown here are very glamorous...

Envy, Jealousy, hatred, vengeance, laughing of people (not with), shame, self destructiveness, shamelessness, flirtatious, I have told you I can lie and I have told you that I can have manipulative traits.
That's what I can remember right now :lol:



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30 Mar 2017, 7:44 am

Raleigh wrote:
Do normal people have breakdowns over someone seeing their photo?

Do normal people cry themselves into breathing difficulties and get suicidal over people they barely know on internet forums?

Well the second one I can certainly relate to :P

I bet there are many that can relate to the first one too.



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30 Mar 2017, 7:46 am

Raleigh wrote:
Being seen is one of the things that causes me emotional distress.

Then don't share more then you are comfortable with.



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30 Mar 2017, 7:50 am

I'm going to bed.
To sleep.

Maybe.

Maybe I'll just lie awake and cry over random people on WP.


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30 Mar 2017, 7:53 am

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Maybe I'll just lie awake and cry over random people on WP.


Good night :heart:

Hope I'm not the one that will cause you tears :mrgreen: :P