I was in a really bad way anxiety wise at the end of the last year. Every day was 24/7 anxiety, I was barely sleeping and when I was sleeping I was getting nightmares. I told myself that 2018 would be the year that I deal with it and whilst it's been a really difficult 6 months I really saw some progress this week. I stood up for myself at work rather than staying quiet like I usually would, I chatted to a shop assistant about a dvd I was buying and I told a friend a secret I've had for ages that I thought she'd reject me for if I told her (she didn't
). I feel so full of energy and enthusiasm. I've fully accepted that I'm weird and that people aren't always going to understand me but I don't care and I'm ready to embrace life and get what I want out it!