scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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3. Insomnia. Always flares up the few days before I drive to my parents' house. Hoping I can get to sleep before I've been up 24 hours straight. If not that, I really hope it won't get as high as 38 or so like last time. One day "of that" isn't too bad, but last time it was two of them in a row.

At least I believe I know why this happens now. Drastic change, for one. Completely throws off my routine, even if my routine is do nothing and stay in bed all day. That, and even though I in some ways hate this place, it has been home for the past five years.

-8 im going crazy again evrything looks like its moveing

-10 (well honestly I feel more like 7) My cat bite seems to now be infected. I even have mild headache even thought I'm taking naproxen sodium every 12 hours.(note to self double the dose). Anyway I can compress the finger tip and get infected fluid out.

http://www.vetmed.lsu.edu/animal_bites.htm

I read the above link and now I'm quite scared. Pasteurellosis,Streptococcal ,Staphylococcal ,Capnocytophaga.

I have DMSO which is widely used rub down pain reliever for horses. It acts as a carry that can pull chemicals with it into the blood stream. So I took some topical neomycin
I have and mixed it with DMSO. I applied it to the wound. I read neomycin can treat
Pasteurellosis. Not sure about the others yet plus not sure if I'm getting enough to the target site and long enough plus neomycin is old and this strain(s) could be resistant.

I feel tired also. Anyway if I disappear a know I died and not that I had a meltdown

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Capnocytophaga_canimorsus

That suggest Capnocytophaga can not be treated with neomycin. It mentioned headache or amoung its first sign

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disseminat ... oagulation

It mentions Capnocytophaga can lead to coagulation of all the blood in the body

^^ reading too much medical info can be a very unhealthy thing to do, lol.
Go and see dr if you are worried, I would. Hope it gets better.


6.
Not slept yet. Already 10.30am. Going to sort out a few things in town and then sleep probably.

10

I see on ebay I can buy about any anti-biotic I want for "fish use".

http://stores.ebay.com/Vet-Medicines-Fo ... idZ2QQtZkm

-8

well obviously this is out of the question now.
will think about doing it on thursday.
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well, i am completely behind schedule, so am having the day-off.
whatever that means 6.667

5.
Raining. Tired. Little depressed as I seem to have so many different issues besides AS issues and I wonder whether anyone can ever sort out what is what and give me a correct Dx so I can understand it all.

What will labels do to help your understanding?

Help me see what is caused by what so that I can work on what might actually be salvagable or alterable.
Also, I am currently on support so I need Dx for that too.
Who wishes to go through life with a myriad of issues and not know the reasons for them?

There’s a problem here
we’ve never had anything to salvage
just a miscommunication of brain compartments
a misconstrued beverage
and a misunderstanding of humanities multifaceted departments
has led us here
we’ve got nothin’ to alter
doesn’t mean we’ve got to falter
when we see the social succubus we fear
nor should we wear a governing halter
for that indigenous incubus that we hold dear
there's no reasons here other than which you see as near
and even those we never fully hear
'cause what's exactly clear?

3.5. Depressed, premenstrual, a bit lonely.

We’re all alone
through everything that’s disabled
this has definitely enable
something the other side will never see
who they really be
rather than whom they see and be as they see society
and its reflected mirror
we don’t see the mirror ‘cause our connection is severed
we see the truth
rather than the brain’s self-induced lie
and its self-absorbed self fed projected nearer

"I am living at the Villa Borghese. There is not a crumb of dirt anywhere, nor a chair misplaced. We are all alone here and we are dead."
Tropic of Cancer -- Henry Miller.

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