2. Haven't managed to pack anything up in my apartment to take to my parents' house. So I have no clue when I'm leaving. Planned on this past Tuesday or Wednesday, it is now Friday. Lots of anxiety over the drive. Don't like the drive to begin with, 20 hours straight is brutal, but this time is worse. This is the first of two trips of me moving out of my apartment.
Shouldn't have tried to cut back on smoking during all of this. Only smoked two cigs yesterday, which is good, but anxiety is through the roof. Going to try and pack a lot today. Going to try and leave around Saturday, by Monday at the latest. Not going to be around for a bit, it is going to take most of my energy to stay focused and do what needs to be done.