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02 Jun 2007, 7:29 pm

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If you don't want to talk about it, then that's ok. But, you kind of upset me a little bit.

Why? I didn't say anything bad to you.

I kinda felt that way too :cry:



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02 Jun 2007, 7:37 pm

You didn't upsetting me directly, but indirectly. It's upsetting to me to see that when someone is in distress and it seems like I'm not much help, then that's upsetting. That's why I'm a little sad as well. I try to be helpful, considering that I'm high functioning, but when someone directly or indirectly denies my help, I get a little emotional on the inside. :(



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02 Jun 2007, 7:41 pm

I am feeling that everything I say just gets things worse instead of really helping
like I am just upsetting you more
and
maybe I just should shutup and disapear.



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02 Jun 2007, 7:51 pm

greenblue wrote:
I am feeling that everything I say just gets things worse instead of really helping
like I am just upsetting you more
and
maybe I just should shutup and disapear.


dude you've never said a mean thing in the whole time I've known you.
your a great friend
and your not doing anything wrong
trust me



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02 Jun 2007, 7:52 pm

0. Broke my promise to myself, but I don't really care right now. It doesn't matter.


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02 Jun 2007, 8:14 pm

Those are, unfortunately, the easiest kind to break.

I feel about a 2 or 3 right now. It never rained (though there was lightning for a bit) and I feel like I wasted my day. I could've been very productive today but the heat is making it hard to get anything done.



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02 Jun 2007, 8:20 pm

-10. I broke my mum's windshield by throwing a waterbottle at it yesterday and now i can't buy a computer with my savings bonds. I already had to pay for the LCD television that I broke so now I will have no savings bonds left. I hope I get hit by a bus tomorrow.



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02 Jun 2007, 8:31 pm

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0. Broke my promise to myself, but I don't really care right now. It doesn't matter.


What's wrong?

I'm back up to a 6, btw.



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02 Jun 2007, 8:32 pm

3. Confused and scared



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02 Jun 2007, 8:36 pm

oops.



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02 Jun 2007, 8:42 pm

You broke it with a water bottle? Either you're very strong or that windshield was a piece of junk.



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02 Jun 2007, 8:43 pm

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0. Death sounds appealing right now. Not that I'm going to try to kill myself - it just sounds good at the moment. Actually, locking myself in my room for a month sounds good too. I'm not going to do either.

I'm halfway to disassociating at the moment. I think that if I get there, I won't try to bring myself out of it for a few days.


I hope you feel better soon...



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02 Jun 2007, 8:44 pm

Todd489 wrote:
You broke it with a water bottle? Either you're very strong or that windshield was a piece of junk.


It was from inside the car, so I was very close to the windshield. I didn't break the whole thing, I just made a big crack in it.



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02 Jun 2007, 8:46 pm

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0.00001 now. im suicidal.



:jester:


Please don't hurt yourself and try to feel better..



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02 Jun 2007, 8:50 pm

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I'm going to just go to bed and listen to music for a bit before I sleep.



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02 Jun 2007, 8:54 pm

phoenixjsu wrote:
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0. Broke my promise to myself, but I don't really care right now. It doesn't matter.


What's wrong?


I don't really know. Earlier, something really inane - my family went off on a trip and didn't even bother to tell me - dropped my mood, but it wasn't really a big deal. I probably wouldn't have cared if they had told me. But for whatever reason, it's just been going down since then. I can make several guesses as to why, but nothing positive. I just have felt like hell for the past three hours.
So, I fell back on my two old standards once I hit suicidal. Standard one is listening to really loud (as in, I'm going to go deaf before I'm 35) music, which didn't seem to work today. Standard two is cutting. I promised myself about a month ago that I wasn't going to cut anymore, but I did again tonight. It worked a little bit. I don't feel suicidal anymore.

Thanks for asking. That made me feel a little better too. And sunnycat, thanks too. I apperciate it.


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