scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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na your cool
wander over to my sad thread and offer a hand

I'm in a similar place
you know that place
the place where your mind
does nothin' but pace
wandering to find
wondering to find
how can we possibly live within this space
which is overcrowded with people who think they're ACE
not including me
and us three
but I’m excluding thee
‘cause I wish to go on a killing spree
time to set some souls free
with point two two three

6
Didn't sleep...oh my...I'm entering another dreadful night owl phase....I feel more comfortable during the night because I feel hidden and covered...and it's peaceful and quiet...I feel safe...of course, night time can be scary and desparing...but I guess I am able to create a false sense of safety while staying up in my small room...Overall I'm feeling 6 because I took a leap, for me it was a huge leap, in my faith...

Never taken a leap....

3.

Give me a voice
even if I don’t utilize it
that would be MY choice
I’ve got a lot to say
to very few people
whilst I stack those bales of hay
I have conclusions that are worth praying to
‘cause I pray to what was spoken BY you
why can't I be like you
you can know me
and I can know you
why can't you be like me
perhaps I was given a voice
but the price to pay is too high
'cause I know you're never goin' to be like me
that's my choice
and your choice
through our voice
that's why I'm crawlin' so low
and you’re flyin’ so high

4
I have headache.
And I didn't get a card from my dad.
It's too f*****g hot.
But I'm listening to Rammstein.

7.

I'm too hot too. Also my internet connection keeps snuffing out on me.

Also I am extremely short of cash yet I still have a week to go before I can go home.

Still 3
still waiting for Halo 3
I can count to three
I'm a little older than three
every other personality is three
I cannot remember anything before three
the time of my life was when I was a smidgen older than three
unknowingly wishing for Episode III
my favorite shape is pointed with three
Amy left me when she was three

4.
F'ing morons downstairs are banging like god knows what.
I feel like ripping their heads off.
And I am really boiling hot.
Alcohol seems to do something very weird to my temperature regulation the next day.

2. Just woke up, couldn't talk with my friend last night, even though I waited till 3am for him to call.
I have yet to tell my mom that I'm not going to school tomorrow, so I'm a bit nervous about that, but the f*****g Zoloft is making me feel calm.

Good afternoon, Starbuline. Well, it's best to say something to your mom ASAP. I know what you mean about being nervous. I would just sit down and talk with her about how you really feel about going back to school. Sorry about your friend.

well...I hope that's good
I'm at a 1
sad, depressed, and afraid of my future

Are you sad about the same stuff that you said last night? I had to stop abruptly because the website was shutting down on me. The MySQL server glich happens to me every night starting at about 10:00 pm. That's when it is time for me to log off and go to bed.

yes...it's been like this for about a week now

why so low kilroy
your normally cheerful

im at 8 im listning to Pure/speed Garage and iv made things up with my soulmate who is now my girlfriend. im so glad shes my girl if i could give her the world i would.

6.5
I feel a bit better now.

-5 I haven't been able to fall asleep at all this weekend... bleh