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I am nuke waiting to happen, depends on who gets to me first.

I pissed and I want to be arrested, its the best f**k it feeling ever, because f**k it all and I don't care.

I am nuke, come claim me, I don't care.

I am just a nuke laying around, I don't care.

Come claim me,

Straight to the f*****g top, I don't care.

WHY IN THE f*****g HELL CAN I NOT DESTROY MY OWN GOD DAMN PROPERTY WITH OUT f*****g LAW ENFORCEMENT.

IF I DON'T ANSWER THE DOOR ITS BECAUSE I HATE YOU AND YOU CAN GO AWAY.

IF FINALLY DO ANSWER THE DOOR AND TELL YOU I DON"T f*****g CARE, THAT MEANS f**k ME OVER, I DON"T CARE.

ITS MY STUFF,

I CAN DO WHATEVER THE f**k I WANT TO DO WITH MY STUFF.

f**k dis s**t, I am out, I don't where too but away from this s**t.

Do you feel okay, NO I DON"T f*****g FEEL OKAY BUT YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD MAKE ME FEEL OKAY IS TO NOT HAVE YOU AND EVERYONE UP IN MY s**t.

|Fish Out Of Water

Lie!! !
I'm a fish out of water
(I'm a fish out of water)
Kill me and choke on the bones
(Kill me and choke on the bones)
Nothing seems to matter anymore
Gotta get back to the reason
Gotta get back to the hole

Someone throw me an anchor
I've gotta drown this disease
(I've gotta drown this disease)
No one seems to matter anymore
Gotta get back to the meaning
Gotta get back the score

Buy my soul so you can sell me!
I don't need this
I don't need you

Trust your lies!
Then you betray me!
I don't want this
I don't want you

Up the creek with no paddle
(Up the creek with no paddle)
Through the ears of a board
No one seems to care at all anymore
Gotta get back to the evening
Gotta make back something more

Let me tell you a secret
(Let me tell you a secret)
So you can tell it or leave
No one holds to their honesty anymore
Gotta get back to the stealing
Gotta get back from the whore

Buy my soul so you can sell me!
I don't need this
I don't need you
Trust your lies!
Then you betray me!
I don't want this
I don't want!
You...

I don't want you
Who do you wanna be?
The summit of integrity
On the bottom of the filth
The dark hollow me

All these falling angels
Skeletons of what they once were
Hanging in the closet for the world to see
And now they're fallen angels
Faced by demons on their judgment
Hanging from the gallows
For us all to see!! !

Nobody told me!
Nobody forewarned!
Nobody told me!
Nobody forewarned!

Buy! (Buy!! !)
My soul! (My soul!! !)
So you can sell me!

I don't need this
I don't need you
Trust! (Trust!! !)
Your lies! (Your lies!! !)
Then you betray me!
I don't want this!
I don't want you!

"It's your fault. Why can't you just act like a normal person?" - Mother

I really wish she would stop...

Trying to avoid being an internet troll is difficult for me. I'm hoping I can get my act together and won't embarrass myself again.

You should "get your act together."

But I don't see "trollish" behavior in you.

I was talking to ZZZ...my fault for forgetting the ^ symbol.

Not talking to you Kraftie, but just a rant.

I never wanted to be an inconsiderate jerk in my entire life. Label or no label and you can sneer all you want, but I never wanted to be that at all. So yeah go ahead make me a circus attraction.

People are afraid of autistics having a wide amount of knowledge. They are afraid that one day they will be just as wise as them and will take on the same jobs they have earning a living and helping each other out in the world. They are afraid of that. And you know, I'm going to continue searching for knowledge and I'm going to continue being as peaceful as I can be while this world tries to handicap me from reaching my goal of living a successful independent life.

You're darn tootin'!

You know...

People piss me off,

Like I don't care...

But you should though?

Why?

Why should I care at all?

There is nothing in these four walls that is of interest to me,
There is nothing in these four walls that binds me here,
There is nothing on this planet that interest me,

Its all bitter,

Why should I care at all.

Because it looks bad?
It looks bad everywhere,
Gonna be taken apart by evil people?
I don't care,
If I am its just another brick in their own destruction not mine,

The world is bad,
Why should I care?
Tell me why I should care?

I don't care,

Who cast the first stone, but they already did.
Its not a great life, you can't go against this,
Why?
Why should I care?

Nothing matters

You don't stand for something and you fall for anything.

Apparently no one can read my emotions so let me try this again for the whole world to see so we can better MKUltra dis b--mushroom

I don't relate to being depressed, depressed is not an emotion I feel
I don't relate to being manic, manic is not an emotion I feel
I am angry, that is an emotion I feel
I feel violated, that is an emotion I feel
I feel nothing matters, that is an emotion I feel
I don't care anymore, that is an emotion I feel
I have anxiety but I don't care, that is an emotion I feel

I remember some of the insane crap I said, I know, Obi Wan got the high ground lulz
But I don't care and I don't see why I should,
Because death?
Because I'll be ended on a scale I can't understand,
I don't care
I am mess, but they programmed me this way
Can't complain about what they did

I wish that my old accounts on this website along with the information on it would be deleted. I don't want my college, family, and friends snooping around on me anymore. I'll be honest with this website, and say that what you have seen on this website was not at all in any way functional. I have no way of knowing if I'll ever have any manners or behave well. I don't think before speaking and I don't think before acting. I have a hard time knowing if I'll ever have a clear understanding on how the world works. By revealing my privacy to the internet I have hurt myself and my reputation more so than had people hurt me.

I respect and care deeply about my college, family, and friends.

I came to this website not to give advice, but to instead find a way to express my depressed feelings and to practice communicating with my autism. Unfortunately, I decided to go with a username that has discredited me because of what I speak on this site. Please, I am not a doctor, a psychiatrist, or a therapist. I have no way of knowing of what works or what doesn't work. All I can know is that I am frustrated with having my name on this website. I have no way of knowing if I will ever have any growth or maturity to support myself. Anything I say is going to be used against me.

I would like all of these trials and tribulations to end as I am only one person who just wishes to have his privacy, so that he can focus on his own life.

I request that my name be deleted from this website and I promise the same mistake will not be repeated again.

Autistics have zero ulterior motives planet Earth. I think you need to take the door and leave if you are going to continue having that attitude, and take your people with you as well.