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19 Mar 2018, 7:02 am

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I CAN'T STOP HAVING F***ING FLASHBACKS FROM WHEN I WAS INSTITUTIONALIZED, WHY WON'T THEY F***ING GO AWAY?! STOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPIT!! ! ! !


I have had great success with EMDR with a psychologist.
www.emdr.com
you can put your zip code there to find one.
My very best wishes to you!



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20 Mar 2018, 2:44 pm

Claradoon wrote:
WitchsCat wrote:
I CAN'T STOP HAVING F***ING FLASHBACKS FROM WHEN I WAS INSTITUTIONALIZED, WHY WON'T THEY F***ING GO AWAY?! STOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPIT!! ! ! !


I have had great success with EMDR with a psychologist.
http://www.emdr.com
you can put your zip code there to find one.
My very best wishes to you!

I've scheduled that for Monday. Honestly, I cannot wait that long. I am still having flashbacks, made even worse by the fact my period is overdue. I feel like I'm about to lose my s**t in a few minutes...


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20 Mar 2018, 5:22 pm

WitchsCat wrote:
Claradoon wrote:
WitchsCat wrote:
I CAN'T STOP HAVING F***ING FLASHBACKS FROM WHEN I WAS INSTITUTIONALIZED, WHY WON'T THEY F***ING GO AWAY?! STOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPIT!! ! ! !


I have had great success with EMDR with a psychologist.
http://www.emdr.com
you can put your zip code there to find one.
My very best wishes to you!

I've scheduled that for Monday. Honestly, I cannot wait that long. I am still having flashbacks, made even worse by the fact my period is overdue. I feel like I'm about to lose my s**t in a few minutes...


Wow you are efficient! I’m wishing ease for you ahead


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21 Mar 2018, 2:41 am

just a quarter in, the pile XXX, the nwo will come in form, by means of, health insurance, ofcourse insurance be in the judging and executive branche

grandfather the socialist§unionperson were insuranceman, oh so 20th century
monetise the social instinct
then newage came to monetise friendship and benevolence
for next the human wave of soc-just-extortion attack, often by taxes, is already there,
sorry professors the other humans knew that already,
corporate green for your money-pitt

meet the greed



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21 Mar 2018, 2:44 am

THE HISTORY OF THIS UNIVERSE IS RECORDED ON SEVEN DIFFERENT CHANNELS.




BUT IS AFTERPHASE?


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21 Mar 2018, 3:52 pm

My EMDR appointment was originally scheduled for tomorrow, but my husband's appointment to get his meds changed is apparently more important. He has NO F**KING CLUE about all the hell I have been through, and I still haven't gotten my f**king period yet. The flashbacks were so bad, I had to scream into a bean bag chair so I wouldn't harm myself. I am getting VERY close to the point where I seriously want to do that and gouge my eyes out because most memories are seen!


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21 Mar 2018, 5:42 pm

NONE OF YOU F**KING NEUROTYPICAL SPACE PIGS KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE INSTITUTIONALIZED, TO SPEND YOUR ENTIRE CHILDHOOD TRAPPED IN DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, TO BE FORCED TO QUIT A JOB THAT YOU REALLY ENJOY SO SOMEONE ELSE COULD HAVE IT, OR TO BE IN A MARRIAGE WHERE NOTHING CAN BE FIXED. YOU ARE ALL NOTHING BUT GOODY TWO SHOED, SLUT-FACED HORSE-F**KERS! I HOPE YOU ALL GET RAPED TO DEATH BY ELEPHANTS, YOU ALL DESERVE IT!! !


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21 Mar 2018, 6:10 pm

8O


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21 Mar 2018, 6:55 pm

No, Spiderpig I am not kidding!

Maybe it's just me, but I feel like everyone here, including the mods, are lying to me about their autism. My husband wants to sleep in another room because of my actions, and I want to thank all of you NT pricks for that. I'm going to kill myself now, never to come back again

F**k Wrong Planet and f**k everyone here, especially the mods!


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21 Mar 2018, 7:08 pm

My dad is a dead man. He gonna die tonight, b*****s!


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22 Mar 2018, 8:45 pm

WitchsCat wrote:
Maybe it's just me, but I feel like everyone here, including the mods, are lying to me about their autism.


Why would we be interested in falsely making you believe we’re autistic?

WitchsCat wrote:
My husband wants to sleep in another room because of my actions, and I want to thank all of you NT pricks for that. I'm going to kill myself now, never to come back again

F**k Wrong Planet and f**k everyone here, especially the mods!


8O

You seem to be going through some crazy stuff. I didn’t get this impression from your posts years ago. Are you trapped in some hellhole with no way out?

By the way, who are the space pigs?


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23 Mar 2018, 7:00 am

Can you switch your husband's meds to a place that delivers?

Did you get another EMDR appointment?

Please believe that there are people who wish you well and I'm one of them.



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24 Mar 2018, 12:38 pm

Yeah, I definitely messed up there. This is exactly what I was trying to avoid, I wish I watched what I said. I'm sorry everyone. :(


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24 Mar 2018, 3:07 pm

It’s the rants section It’s bound to happen. Ranting like that to strangers is better anyway as it doesn’t hurt anyone. Wishing you healing from whatever you have been through :heart:


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24 Mar 2018, 3:18 pm

WitchsCat, I'm sorry for what you are going through and I wish the best for you.



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24 Mar 2018, 6:04 pm

For those who want to know what was going on:

viewtopic.php?t=361940


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