Joined: 9 Dec 2005 Age: 38 Gender: Male Posts: 1,491 Location: Cambridge
04 Jun 2007, 7:22 pm
Had a rethink. Even if a small part of the day earns a -1, most of it was as close to a 10 as possible without being completely perfect. But... perfect enough. Enough to live in the moment - enough for a 9. So I may have doubts, and I may have regrets, and I may feel guilt... but the day itself was beautiful. As my friend said... it couldn't have been more perfect. And I'll hang on to those words. Overall... a 9. Stuff the bad bits.
Joined: 2 Apr 2007 Age: 43 Gender: Male Posts: 8,565
04 Jun 2007, 8:26 pm
5
I don’t have to see the social worker today...yay! Whilst I do find speaking with her...uh, enlightening by projecting my darkness onto her (the poor women), I don’t feel like driving....
The monsters are back under my bed again...rather than in my head.
That's OK. You didn't do anything wrong.
You shouldn't feel lonely though. Lots of people care about you. I care about you, and I know other people do too.