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my ex boyfriend was like that. he thought i was an angel. he told me he wanted to get married n that i was the one but he went running to the hills as soon as he realised i am a complex multi dimensional person with weaknesses as well as strengths. he had a mental break down and i accepted him. i had a few meltdowns and he texted me goodbye. his love sure was deep :p

I'm starting to feel the urge to become violent again. A user here gave me advice a while ago, and honestly, I'm glad this user is gone. All they were going to do is make my anger worse.

F*** THE POLICE COMING STRAIGHT FROM THE UNDERGROUND, b*****s! WOOT!! !

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Sometimes i hate life so much. I'd rather die than live on without anyone needing me. I love my dad so much but he's the only person in this world whom i trust. I don't want to live in a world without him. He's the only one in the whole world who always accepted me.

Giving asked-for help to people, who ask and ask and ask for advice, then always and endlessly have a new problem for every single solution sincere people offer is like being mobbed by a gang of time and energy vampires.

**da*fack**
never ask for help, not even, or should i say, even not those who propose
most, as hub, think, are convinced saying is doing, even better saying you would do is superior, why bother with the 'do' part
or now the sword of damocle of today,
2days ago, i asked that service when they offered the help of a hand of assistance,
well (as per not unusual) now they come with a thing i must cater to, by being MORE urgent, important etc
who's TOM is deficient?
***** ******

cheers

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48laJC8wYl4

I don't think I'm going to survive until school starts again.

My dad is over 60 and they're still making him work like a slave. How these people can sleep at night i seriously don't know. I'd prefer being poor but my family healthy..

I guess the first step may be admitting how depressed I've felt lately.

[quote="AprilR"]Sometimes i hate life so much. I'd rather die than live on without anyone needing me. I love my dad so much but he's the only person in this world whom i trust. I don't want to live in a world without him. He's the only one in the whole world who always accepted me.[/quote


I feel the same way but my dad passed away.
Give your dad a big hug and tell him how you feel (that's easy for me to say...)

I'm so sorry for your loss,i'm sure your father was lucky to have someone who loves him that much. I sometimes dream of my grandparents whom passed away years ago, and it feels like they still exist somewhere and are reminding me that they're there. I like to think that it's true.

(((IsabellaLinton)))

I dream about my dad nearly every night. We have all sorts of conversations and it's hard to believe he's gone because I "see" him in all my dreams. I hope that my dad and your grandparents and everyone else who was loved on this planet are doing well and helping us.

Thank you so much for your kind words and wishes. I'm also hoping for the same.

A word about nuking it to hell

My survival is not a necessity to be able to nuke it to hell, the problem is bigger then myself. If we allow people to just spy on one another then privacy is dead. Privacy as a concept is greater then my existence, for anyone worried about my mental health, its actually more mental torture to see all this take place and to be rather powerless. So doing what I would want in this situation is a far better idea then what is considered for my well being. That is not to say I have to have it my way when in fact it would do me greater harm to do my wishes. However, its kinda of sacrifice issue, people monitoring people in the privacy of their own homes is so far detached from the original American dream that there are probably gonna be some casualties. People who just have gov over them for no real valid reason since far younger then to have a valid reason. Probably a lot of good people caught in the cross fire but we can't sign over America to these pigs that think its okay to just watch someones every move.

So I repeat for like the hundred time, my survival is not a necessity to be able to nuke it to hell.

My survival is not a necessity

Anyway, just my rant, doesn't have to mean anything I guess