scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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4.

It's some number getting progressivly closer to -2, at which point my life is so horrible I decide to end it.

5.

3. I am alive and too sleepy to feel lower, but am, as ever, lonely and unable to focus on any form of learning.

4. Tired but OK. On the way down in the mood swing cycle. Today may be more productive.

3 Did not take any meds for my ribs today and during my dog walk and right this minute the slightest movement in my cheast is painfull. Oh I stopped taking the pain meds as I was vomiting non-stop. I usually vomit a small amout of blood up but this time it was considerable

7: Bit tired. Looks like a grey day outside. Still, I'm not bothered.

4. Starting to recover from strep throat, but right before I got in the shower today, I heard it turn on. The guy that is crashing on my couch woke up before 1:00 PM for the first time ever. And I've got class in just over an hour, and I have no idea how long he intends on taking in the shower... I thought he was going to be here for 2 weeks, today is the 2 week point...

9 - I'm going to pick a friend up at the airport in 2 hours and do a bit of shopping, then, come back to my apartment and smoke and play video games and do nothing.. Got the day off and all.

This is further encouragement for me to just skip my last two classes of the day. The first two, the prof gives attendance points randomly (today being one of the days, just had this hunch he would, and he did for the first.) The third, drug chem, dull as hell, got some people I know in the class, I'll get the notes. The fourth, I'd like to be there, but I forgot the antibiotics at my apartment, so finding a parking space could be difficult. I still may go home, smoke, take antibiotic, and then go to it. It is winery tourism, after all...

First motivation being the strep throat, and the most reasonable excuse to give to a prof.

edit: motivation #3, just started to get a migraine. I can't seem to catch a break this week in terms of wellness.

4 or 5. I'm bored. I didn't visit the board in a couple of days because of this annoying anxiousness that crept up on me. It snowed yesterday. On the other day the roads are better today and I have some money to put in my bank account.

7.5 or there abouts.

4.

A mathmatical atom away from -2.

4 mainly do to boredom.

10! Have found a book on Botticelli's paintings in the local library. Won't be around much for the next couple of days.