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misantrophic feelings starting to shove themselves back. bah, i hate...i dont hate anything specifically, i just...hate..

bah

I hate my sister ( the mean one) she was doing so well untill today. Yesterday she went to a party and now she is being a tottal b***h ! !! Yea I called her a b***h to her face!

The c**t desreved it!

I never swear at her, but she really ticked me off.
She has been bitchy sence she came back for that party. I bet she was doing drugs again. I hope she did and I hope she goes to jail this time!

She almost got convicted of a felony last time but she got out because she toled on a lot of other drug dealers.

I hope she goes to jail , I tired of her treating me this way!

I worry that she may put drugs in my food . I shouldent have to worry about stuff like that . Go to jail and leave me alone!! !! !!

I am tired of everyone telling me to get over it when something bothers me. I listen to everyones complaining and moaning about everything but I can't anyone to ever listen to me.

sick of work

I have in my hand a stack of envelopes for bill payments totaling 90% of what I have in the bank.

Yay for medical and auto expenses!! !

ENOUGH with the medications grrr they have done nothing but hurt me. I mean when a medication causes you to lose all control of your bladder its time to get off it but NOOOOOOOOO I can't just stop no. MY god I don't like wetting myself and you want me to stay on the freakin meds why so I can be humiliated in front of my friends when I wet myself. Oh and while we are on the topic medical care if I am angry and I honestly say on a scale from 1-10 I'm an angry ten DON'T have ten people assault me, restrain me then shove a needle in my butt and expect me not to fight back. I mean I was already pissed at you people for taking my roommate away because I am gay and making me wait hours at a time with nothing to do. GRRR STOP MESSING WITH MY HEAD YOU FREAKS OF NATURE.

I confess that sometimes I forget that Lars should be my first priority, not leaving my room on the psychiatric unit to brush my teeth, while there's a crisis on the unit and we were all sent to our rooms for a reason.Not being embarrassed about eating, not laziness, nothing should come before my unborn son's health but I had difficulty with tremembering that sometimes.

What is so wrong with me? I'm sick of being ignored and blown off by 'friends'. I don't get it. It's been this way for too long. When I was stuck in bed from December to March of this year with several injuries, I didn't see or hear from anybody. That felt great. I'm not currently going to school, so the only real social interaction I get is from work. I seem to be well-liked, but when I'm not working I don't talk to any of those people. I do have a few 'friends', but I only really see or talk to one of them on a regular basis. Is there something about me that puts people off? Why don't these 'friends' want to spend time with me? I'm mentally exhausted from loneliness.

I hate having feelings I hate being alone I hate being sad with no way to release it all no way to feel better again and no way to make it better! I want to have friends and dates and meet girls and so much more and I'm getting more and more depressed and starting to seriously getting more suicidal and self hating and it hurts too much I can't take this

GO TO HELL LUNCHBOX FORUMS!

ther must be certain tones on the spectrum that I hate in terms of noise. I can listen to loud music when I want to dance but I freak out with any other noise like car alarms or racing motorbikes and race cars zipping past me. Then I woul like to pick up steel bar and smash the car or bike. I go beserk and rant agains the driver if I can, who simply says f**k you! nad drives away with a big smile.

Nosies drive me nuts, I have nearly hurt someone, that angry I was

I have come online specifically to come on this forum, go onto this thread and say: anxiety really sucks

I feel ill.

This is not a practical time to feel really ill and anxious.

Ironically, today, my anxiety therapy thing had to be cancelled (not their fault - an emergency came up). I really hope i can get better soon because going back to school like this is not going to work too well.

I sorta feel like crying.

Yeah I'll concur about anxiety really sucking. I have it constantly lately and I'm working very hard to avoid another meltdown.

KingofKaboom,

I feel you man. I have no real strong emotional bonds to any other people and I've got so much bottled up I can literally feel it eating away at me.