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Due to being a drag and disappointing most other people cause my 'rage to be spread thin'.

All evidence suggests I'm effectively worthless. On some level, I see this as a problem with the world, but on the other hand there's no point in arguing.

I don't see myself as worthless, as I do have friends and people like me. However, I realize that, at my age, I will not become anything truly great and my anxiety about accomplishing any more than my current level is rising. I don't see myself ever dating and getting married, even though I want to someday. I'm just not the kind of person any man would be interested in on a romantic level. I am the kind of person people go to for information, not one a man would ask out on a date. I am a short, plain-looking woman, not fitting the traditional definition of beauty at all. I look considerably younger than my given age, which would cause people to treat me like the "little sister," not as an equal.

she's fleecing you by having you come in more often than needed rather than do more work in one session. Unfortunately you are blind to that, and poor at making demands for yourself. We have both told you you are being taken advantage of by that nagging female canine, but you just can't see it. Open your eyes, and stop making excuses for that... ! !

Go to the other one instead

I *really* wish that the .U.S. would cede the imperial system for the metric system. All the commotion I could expect to follow about scientific and technical understanding improving whilst there would be some quasi-politicized contention about the economic dis-homogeneity of gauging with a different measurement systems.

If anyone ever complains about how they can’t think of any ideas for when it comes to art choosing/deciding what kind of art to do on the basis of what available supplies are present are my ‘go to’ line of thought. Choosing/deciding what kind of art to do on the basis of what available supplies are present are my ‘go to’ line of thought can be the more ‘overwhelming’ thought than my own imagination at times.

Would it be difficult to believe that I found someone attractive before their modelling career took off?.

I also see myself as useless but i didn't consciously choose to exist so whatever.

You know what, April....I feel like it's time you indulged in some sort of Classic of Literature.....

You're absolutely right about that! I'm genuinely sorry to worry you, i was just sure that i'll be accepted to a certain job and it didn't work out. I have a lot of books on my shelf and i'm halfway through Solaris by Stanislav Lem so it's best i finish it.

That sucks, April.

That book you mentioned sounds like it would be a Classic....just by the title and the author...

It's a science fiction about a planet called Solaris which sort of makes your Dreams come true. It also has two movie adaptations one by Andrei Tarkovsky and an American version as well with George Clooney!

I don't like the impatience which comes with having to wait for 'your body to recover' after a (questionable) lapse.