Hi again - sorry I fell asleep from my painkillers. I forgot to write them down and I get them mixed up if I don't. The painkiller is every 4 hours and the penicillin is tied to meal times.
Anyway, HelloMed, that set me thinking of you - could you gather up all your meds and write down when you're supposed to take them, and tick them off when you take them?
Celexa and Risperdal sound okay but I'm not sure if they'll help you out of this misery.
As for whether that man is really there, I have to go back to my cousin, who always saw a man who wanted to kill her. It was my very wise Mom who said to her, "Do you know that I can't see him?" And cuz said Yes. And that opened the way for us to to get real with it. Mom told if there was anything we could do, we would - and cuz said we could shut all the blinds so we did. But we could do these things with respect because we understood each other. I was horrified when Cuz said the man was about 4 feet away, in Mom's house.
The thing is, it didn't matter at all whether *we* could see him. We accepted that Cuz could see him and hear him. Then we could talk to each other in practical terms.
Suppose you're sitting with somebody and another person comes in and says, "I don't see him." So what? You see him, you hear him - who is to say which one is wrong? Or if you believe a situation that others don't - it won't do any good to say that it can't be true because it's not true in *my* world. You saw A Beautiful Mind? Like that.
And ultimately there was only one thing that could help my Cuz, and that was her meds. But it doesn't help to take one or two - when my brother drove her home he helped her gather the bottles. Later she phoned Mom and together they figured it out.
HelloMed, do you have a pill box?
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