Maybe it's time to call it quits.
b9 wrote:
EzraS wrote:
I am stronly considering completely ending all of my online existence. It really hasn't gone well for me. I've made enemies. I have een permabanned from forums. My warning level here is a 3. I'm obviously no good at this and just set myself up for grief.
Maybe I'll end all I am online and try starting over. I don't know. But I feel like I have reached a breaking point.
If I just completely withdraw and have no contact with the outside world at all in any form I'll probably be happier and I will not have these bad experiences.
Maybe I'll end all I am online and try starting over. I don't know. But I feel like I have reached a breaking point.
If I just completely withdraw and have no contact with the outside world at all in any form I'll probably be happier and I will not have these bad experiences.
i thought you were stronger than that ezra.
you know you have the fairest mind and can argue with both the ideological sides.
you see BS. edit: i don't mean what you see is BS, i mean you can identify it.
you say what you see and i almost always am impressed by how someone your age can be so well considered.
you know who you are challenging. both sides.
and both sides take the time to try to reason with you (in their own ideals) and you never just give up and become a disciple of anything.
good work mate.
i admire such imperviousness to strong social persuasions.
i am not as wise as you.
but if you have a sore heart, then it's up to someone else to heal it i guess. i don't know.
i read all your posts and can predict before i read them, that your response will be temperate.
i hope you are not too physically disabled. i have no idea about your mobility and stuff.
i hope you are healthy enough to reach old age.
anyway, that is from me b9 who is the coldest bastard on the forum.
I don't know what came over me as they say. But I am back to viewing most everything in a detached manner. Especially anyting internet related.
b9 wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
Yes, I'm hearing you.
Also thinking of calling it quits for good.
Just because it's online doesn't mean we can do social any better.
Someone wanting to know why I haven't died yet was the last straw for me.
Also thinking of calling it quits for good.
Just because it's online doesn't mean we can do social any better.
Someone wanting to know why I haven't died yet was the last straw for me.
yeah well i guess that was me.
i just was extremely insensitive in how i phrased my question.
i only wondered, since you said more than a year before, that you had an aggressive brain tumor, how you were still so well.
i never once expressed any desire for you to be dead.
it would be a tragic thing if you died.
it is a very sobering thing to imagine a notice from alex that says that you had passed away.
honestly. you are young and i did not know that you could be affected by anything someone as old and crusty as me said.
i am so sorry for phrasing that post that way.
I think I recall asking a similar question as well but I given this was recent so I didn't say anything.
I remember he made a thread about he had six months left to live and that time passes and he is still here so I asked him about it because I was curious what changed like did he get the right treatment or was it a misdiagnoses or what? He didn't give us an update. Then someone on here said he made it all up.
I also hope my question wasn't taken the wrong way Raleigh.
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