ASS-P wrote:
...Perhaps it is not clear to Ezra that I have not been regularly on-the-street homeless for a long long time. After I had my heart attack and the CHF set in
, I have not been able to regularly do that.
He sees care-home people as nicer, and better situations, than I have. He speaks of doing lots of Internet there - I would tend to think of a care home as someone who, if they did stop a person from using the Internet completely, would sharply reduce the amount of time you bad for it and it's scope - People who take things away from you
.
Likewise, they d want to force psychoactive drugs on you, literally force you, perhaps, and watch you gurgle in a chait
. That would be good in their eyes.
Maybe they'd say about a person " He's not good.for anything but being on a back ward the rest of his life, as they said about me!
I walk so slow now - maybe I'm heading for a CHF heart attack.
Are saying to Ezra that you have NOT been steadily homeless for a long, long time?
From your posts it seems like you were put in an institution when you were around 21 years old. You are what 58 or 59 now? Did you have an indoors place to live most of those years after you were released?
As for learning how to do computer things, read the instructions! Google - how do I post a picture on Facebook? Right now I could not tell you how to do it, but I know I’ve posted photos on FB. If I want to do it again I’ll look up how to, on the internet.
If you want lessons, can’t you use some of your SSDI money to pay for a couple of one on one lessons? You used to go to computer labs to use the internet, can’t you get lessons at a place like that?
I know you don’t have to answer any of the questions we ask, but you seem to often avoid answering some important ones. You ask for advice and guidance, but skip over comments that question your story. You paint a picture of illness and homelessness for us, but from what you posted earlier it doesn’t sound like you have been homeless all that long.
Like I said, you don’t have to tell us anything or answer questions, but ....