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At the moment??? I have a serious urge to see my own blood... And go violent.

Haha, I know. I don't want this, and I'm heck sure this isn't serious as it appears -- it's just another bodily crap that isn't 'me'...

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Blooiejagwa,

You are definitely not annoying. You are a good and very kind person.

Some absolute stupid person replied to a comment I made in a mental health thread on another site.

Yes. It's probably 'immoral' to be jealous of anyone ever. That's stupid levels of guilt though.

I was asking a more personal question, too personal to share on here. A dark question. She just said 'oh yeah you shouldn't feel jealous, you should feel grateful...'

It's because people think they should reply to things which don't refer to them or which have never affected them and which they're not equipped to handle, having neither been in that situation themselves nor being trained professionals.

And also being jealous in general of people for the material possessions they have isn't mentally unhealthy or immoral, it's just normal.

And it isn't always healthy to feel grateful ffs.

What sucks about pornography is how it reminds me in a perverse way of how I need people which makes me curious enough to look into what is needed for a vasectomy.

i'm feeling down from the fact that i cant emotionally support people that i care because i cant relate emotionally.

‘Reverse prejudice’: past me.

You know what they say. Compassion is more effective than justice; not that you would understand either, you apathetic jacka—.

You know what they say. Compassion is more effective than justice; not that you would understand either, you ‘not caring’ jacka—.

You know what they say. Compassion is more effective than justice; not that you would understand either, you uncaring jacka—.

*Sigh* Why the h--- do I watch videos about polyamory and what love is not?..

As undoubtedly important as it is the stuff under the 'partner' and 'sexual' headings in this article

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sexual_partner

..are 'increasingly' irrelevant to me given how I am realizing how I never really had much interest or patience with ppl, in terms of irl interaction in the first places than say studying through reams of social sciences and such and it all has to do with how afraid I am of the whole concept of friendship! >~<

>: / ...

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Me hoping to avoid talking with problematic callers..



F-- bomb is dropped in a video I remember playing one night



When you remind yourself how 'once upon a time' for males being drafted was 'more of a thing' but the seriousness of the pain isn't lost on you..



1 year anniversary since having resigned from a call center and being exposed with a better understanding of the bitter, ineffably hateful labour market et al..

When I feel a bit different I will be keen on replying back to you blooiejagwa..

Cars, cars, cars, cars and six-hundred billion more cars. Who are all these people driving these cars? Where are they all going? Where do they get the money from to run a car? There's so many people unemployed, so many people who don't earn much money, so many people who are paying mortgages and haven't got much money left over, yet everybody and their brother owns a car. The bloody things are just everywhere. I can't walk to work without having to keep stopping and looking before crossing a turning, because there is always some car or a van pulling into or out of a turning, or something is always pulling in or out or reversing in or out of some very narrow road or tiny parking garage. I wish it was the 1940s again, when there were less cars on the road and most people just had to find their own way to further destinations, like on motorcycles, bikes, trains or horses (did they have buses back then?) None of these hazardous machines they call cars whizzing around everywhere you go. None of these daily accidents that happen on the motorways. None of these hold-ups where you're sitting in miles of traffic for hours. No road rage or speeding. Things must have been so much calmer back then, despite the war going on.