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Don't forget your Wellingtons or Wellies, either!

What we used to call "rubbers"

My dad makes almost everything in his house smell rancid from his pipe smoke.
And, I don't want my son around him much.
It's a shame.
I used to think my dad was better than what he is.

I'm only staying one night at my parents' house right now.
Dad's not smoking indoors now, but it's obvious he did before I got here.

I've aired out this part of the house with a fan for 3 hrs. I've kept the window open in this room.
Bleh.

There's still some smell.

How the hell do people live like this---with this stink?

The amount of time and effort it takes to prepare food for a dog which is hooked almost only on human food.

=_= I hate it.

When you mix in black olive tapenade to rice your heating up are aware of the ingredient 'balsamic vinegar' being present, an ingredient which has alcohol in it which reminds you of how you try to avoid it even as an ingredient b/c it reminds you of your dad but you eat it anyhow given how aggravatingly unlikely it is that other family members would eat it and you hate wasted food ._. .

>:D

people are a pain in the ***

I hate cigarettes.

O.K. So there are these 2 employees at work who I have some serious issues with. Both of them are females and both of them are Hispanic. The first one I have a problem with because of her unwillingness to help me out at work when I need her the most. Case in point, several months ago, I was working as primary cashier at my job and she was the person who I was supposed to call for backup. My work has a rule that if the line of customers gets to be 4 people or longer, we're supposed to call the back up cashier. So my line gets to more than 4 people and I call her to register over the intercom. 5 minutes later, she's still not there, so I called her again. 5 minutes later, she's still not there, so I called her again. 5 minutes later, she's still not there, so I called her again. After 20 minutes, my line has stretched all the way past Floral and she still hasn't come up. It finally took one of the managers getting on the intercom to get her sorry ass up there. The reason she never came up? She was busy with something. Well, newsflash, everyone at work is busy with something, but when you get called up to register, you get the f**k up there. Just last week, she told me to call her up to register if I needed her, but when I called her to register, she called my station to say that she was too busy cutting fabric. If that's the case, WHY THE f**k DID YOU SAY CALL ME IF YOU NEED ME?!? I have other co-workers who say to call them if I need them, but they actually f*****g come up there. They don't call up my station with some excuse. The second employee I have a problem with has a very antagonistic attitude towards me whenever I bring up the primary manager who's currently out of work with a bad neck injury that looks like he might have to go in for surgery. One example of this was a week or two ago. I was sitting in the break room and mentioned that I wished our manager could come back, to which she responded "No. Don't say that". Well what the f**k am I supposed to say? That I hope he dies during surgery? Just yesterday, some of us were working in the warehouse because it was truck day when all of our orders come in. One co-worker of mine (whose name I can't remember) was talking in this goofy voice resulting in this female Hispanic employee saying that he sounded like the primary manager. I didn't think it sounded like him at all so I stated that and, in response, she said word for word "Why are you defending him? Stop it". I swear to God if she doesn't cut that BS out soon, one of these days, the "other" me is going to come out, unload on her ass, and it is not going to be pretty. Not to mention slut shaming a friend of mine for getting pregnant after I found out about it, not knowing she was at the time to which female Hispanic employee said that everyone knew about it. Well thanks for making me feel like a f*****g ret*d, b***h. Of course my friend who got pregnant just told me today that she'd miscarried. God do I need some liquor right about now.

A few days ago while moving Bibi the dog while laying down on the couch, I heard a questionable 'crunch' sound when I stepped on the closed Mac laptop I have. I would have been upset if the screen had cracked like it had on another laptop computer I once had.

I hate theft.

I am crap. Why can't I make friends with females my age?
There are 2 girls at work, both in their 20s like me, and one is loud, mouthy, has emotional issues, is quite rude, immature and isn't that easy to talk to, while the other girl is more similar to me; shy, quiet, mature, kind, passive and 'stable'. But she seems to like the loud girl more than me. She even said the loud girl is her 'best friend', even though they didn't know each other 6 months ago. The loud girl seems to like the quiet girl better than me too. They have each other's numbers and are always tagging each other on Facebook and sending snapchats, and I feel like the third wheel. But both of them are completely different people; the loud girl is into clubbing and drinking and sleeping with different men, while the quiet girl prefers to stay at home or go out with her family, and she likes reading and drawing, like me. But no, she just kisses this loud girl's arse like she's a God, even though she's no role model. She's been involved with drugs before and has had a baby which got taken away into care. She's even upset me before. I'd understand it if the quiet girl was like her and was into the same things, but she's a lot like me but still prefers this stupid loud girl. I can be humorous, fun, talkative and friendly, and I've shown that I like the quiet girl, and just by looking at me you can tell I am not into nightclubs or getting drunk.

It's just the story of my life every time. There's just something about me that denies me of friendships with other females. But it's not like I can't form bonds with people, because my boyfriend is neurotypical and I have a healthy bond with him. In fact I don't find having a romantic relationship hard at all. But when it comes to forming bonds with female friends, I just fail.

‘Only a—holes ever hire’

‘You see kids all those entry level positions can be done by adults as well
and for the most part there is no real reason for which adults *are* doing
such jobs. Immigrants aside it’s usually going to be a psychopathology taken
For granted consisting of self-deceptive apathy, cognitive distortions and an
Inferiority complex fuelled both internally by a lack of interpersonal development
And externally from the resultant collective classism of thousands who may or may
Not also have such a mentality present for which you see ppl who operate with a lie
Of a story which they tell themselves that wages would only arrive by being continous
a--holes for which they are inclined to express this emotional dysregulation onto you
via insensitive pragmatism which neuro-ontically impacts the little s—ts as they are
committed to an unhealthy joke that there is no such thing as responsibility which
quite contradicts how they are even apparently present enough to be tasks for pay
let alone think themselves too vulnerable to express and interact with others in
ways which are not like they pain they themselves (in self-deceptive apathy) try to
pretend to ‘run away’ from via feigned indifference and loss of listening skill’

This is not exempt to anyone within a certain gender or sexual orientation: cis- , trans- ,
non-binary, heterosexual, homosexual, pansexual, bisexual, asexual but this is the
collective expression of competition as compromised by an entire species which is
fairly keen most of the time as far as carbon-based lifeforms who can ‘self-verify’
internal experiential quality but who are quite horrifying at lying to themselves about
how reciprocity and temperament expression is beyond the reach of most of their own
species members.."

The kind of self-destructiveness which was with us identifiably all along: current I would say this site is better than '7cups'.

There's a place in hell for me. There's a God who hates us all. There is a place where the bullies always win.

There is a place marked. I am marked: 'never hire this one...this one has too suffer in shame not being active in society b/c he's autistic and needs to socialize possibly for the rest of his life only with those who are as maladjusted as him as anyone 'successful' is by default a d---bag if male but 'not caring' irregardless of sexual identification and gender'.

Only so much to share but never his turn. Only so much to share and ridiculously draining amounts of energy for practise needed each time to output like a ~15 year old.

Not that anyone ever notices.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKbbREtBMcs

what you don't like, or want or whatever gets to be society's main goal, eventually
how strange
i am the eggman, everything is its opposite, put some blinkers on and don't read the billboards of coercion


even
the news is always steering in the backseat, if you're following you never see the direction

f**k my emplıyers who give me literally 300 dollars per month and EXPECT me to do 84847 things at once and expect me to go to court hearings in small villages literally the same day they tell me. f**k the guy who lectured me about how to libe my life and expect me to socialize after 7 pm in the evening. f**k everyone in the courthouse who make fun of me fpr not knowing 47489 rules literally NO ONE EVER TAUGHT ME.