scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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i was very confused yesterday (below 5, or if we consider -10 the lowest, below 0 then)
i need to find a job
but today a man from some employment bureau wrote me back and ask to come and see him,
and maybe that's what i need, not talk to an employer directly but first to someone who tries to capture what i'd need.

today at my brother's place (hub send me away for a day or two, to give me some time off)
so back at an 8

6. Pretty indifferent.
Some people just don't get it.

2.75

5.5


I didn't take my Celexa today adn I feel great! If I start feeling depressed again I'll take a pill and a half tomorrow.


As soon as the lunch hour is over I'm going to call about the AS support group and the job handing out papers for 9 hours a day for $15 an hour! Then I'll go to Social Services and ask for a room! Yaaay!

3. Rather p**sed off.

Diddly dee

Diddly dah

diddly doo

Wow, so pissed you had to make SURE you got it posted!


I feel like a 5 now; I called the two numbers and nobody's at either of them... both say to leave your name and number, but I live at the Y and don't have a number!

Nothing *yawn

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I feel like a 5... I can see so well! I sort of relaized that the Celexa was affectinmg how well I saw things, but it was a neurological thing, not an eye thing... I just felt distanced/dissociated from the world and now I feel more in it! But I missed my appointment with my shrink, the number I had to call for the autism society (for a support group) tells you to either call back later or leave your name and number (but I don't have a number, I'm at the Y!), and the passing-out-papers job just tells you to leave a message with your name and number... both were messages, nobody was there... I didn't have time to go to Social Services to ask for a room... oh well, I'll go on disability and get a lot more money and then I can get an under-the-table job and buy some land! My mom is going up north anyway, so I'll have her apartment to herself, so I dunno if I even need to ask for a room! Well, I can still tell Social Services that I need to pay half the rent, so that my mom won't bother me! But why not just get my own room then? I dunnoooo!

They still put people on celexa? They had me on that s**t like 8 years ago but eventually they took me off of it because it made no difference.

I'm a 6 right now. I fully realize that I am incredibly awesome and yet I still sometimes feel inferior to other people. Even people who I know for sure are complete pieces of s**t compared to me. Old habits are hard to break, I guess.

I'm going to go eat some lebanese food and watch a dvd.

-5 I feel bad for getting offended at something that I shouldnt have I should have been more understanding.