scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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5.75
It was the first day back!
Half of the school had to go to the Sandy River Outdoor School, which I will go to tommorow, first time in almost 6 years!
Today my group went to the Bull Run Watershed & climbed down to get into a dam, 240 steps to get in, almost 300 to get out! It was worth it!

AA, that sounds like so much fun! I wish I was there with you!


MADDuck, I'm sad because I'm worried that I might be sad for awhile because my Celexa got stuff in it that might cause depresion as a side effect and cancel out the effect of the Celexa!


You helped tho MAD... you're a natural antidepressant... now I'm a 3.75!

I'm a 3.5 right now! Depression is returning, as is the laziness (due to the depression)!


But I got some cool PMs, and some really wonderful ones... so I'm okay.

5.
Still got a headache, but roleplaying which I always enjoy.

4... had a bit of conversation with my Paxil-abusing acquaintance (who's gaining weight)... I feel a bit more stimulated now!

I'm veering wildly between -10 and +10.

I have an emotional bungee-chord.

Aridarr could be bipolar.


Ooooh, my alcohol-and-Paxil-taking acquaintance just made a date with a woman-- oh no, he didn't! He just came over and offered us all chocolate! Yummy, white chocolate, my favorite! Not as good as the stuff at Safeway my mom got, but still yummy! He was standing behind me and I thought he was reading what I was writing so I'm like, uh-oh, I have to explain! I'm like, "What bad luck!" Then I realized that he was simply about to offer me a piece of chocolate! I had written: "Oooooh, my alcohol-and-Paxil-taking acquaintance jsut made a dfate with"...


So I'm a 4.25... would be a 4.5 if not for the embarrassment!

I was just talking to a guy who saw me reading Fuckbrain comics, he commented on the rude language in it, asked what it was, I said it was about this guy with bipolar, Tourette's and depression, he said it was all BS and that the only cure for depression and stuff is to buck up and grow up... he said that his daughter is a psychologist and diagnosed him with stuff and he told her to grow up... he told a tale of these teenagers that were drugged up with antidepressants and couldn't function... this other guy who was with us who said he has OCD, upon realizing taht the other guy was unsympathetic, denied that he took antidepressants when I said he did (I was a coward who didn't say I took them!) and then told this guy of this rumor of how some people cured themselves of OCD, probably hoping that he wouldn't think he was making excuses for himself after all... it was quite funny! The guy who's against diagnoses said that the staff at this youth facility where they gave those teenagers anti-d's would give them two instead of one (which the doctor told them to give them), and s**t like that, and they literally couldn't function... couldn't function in school or anything. He blamed the anti-ds though. I feel rather insulted and embarrassed. But it was funny.


So I'll say 4.5.

-3


My butt is hurting all day. When I go to the bathroom, I feel like Im pooping a cactus.

Feel 7-ish

0.
Net connection is so bad, and I am really tired.

I'm a 5 today... called Poison Control and their only concern is that my meds may have lost some of their potency, since I washed them off! Yaaaaaay!

3.
A little lonely. No-one on googletalk and cannot really get onto msn.