scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Wow, FB, are you manic or WHAT?


I'm so happy! MADDuck sent me some really nice PMs! Username88 too.. since I told MD about username wanting me in his room ( ) I feel less threatened-- I'm so paranoid! Poor username, if he's not a sick f**k! I'm a freedom-of-the-press person, and usernmame is so much like me, I'd hate it if he told me to remove this post or got mad at me or not spoke to me for awhile! But I don't think that'll happen if he's lonely like me!


5.33, anyway.

+4. No more work. Its the weekend.

-10

Alright, equalized back to zero, as I planned; zero is my optimal operating temperature. Thank you, those of you who helped pull me out of the negatives (you know who you are. )

Good fortune,

- Icarus has Equalized

I'm glad to hear it... my spirit glomps wearily to yours, like a mollusk on the back of a sea turtle.

I'd say I am a 3. Nothing bad going on. Optimistic. But still too attached to my own way.

I'm still fine
much like when I grasped that lifeline
I'm still nine

About 2, I guess. Feel like crap.

What's wrong? 7.5 myself. I need to do my Biology coursework soon though.

Else there will be hell to pay.

3 or 4, maybe?
My new house is *amazingly huge*, which is nice. Plenty of space for my Mac. On the down side, there is a pub over the road... and while I find it entertaining, watching drunk chavs slap each other silly, it does destroy my faith in humanity a little. I've noticed that you can practically tell how stupid someone is just by hearing their voice... which is a sad state of affairs, I'd say.
Also, I'm generally still miserable about my lovelife. I spoke to the person I needed to and it went fine, so now I'm just waiting. And waiting. And waiting. Bah.
Saving up for an Xbox360 and listening to NIN is keeping me going well enough. Some friends said they'd pay me £200 to go to a lecture dressed as Doctor Frankenfurter, which will get me to the Xbox all the sooner.
I'll settle for 3, I think.

-4

Thinking about stuff bums me out.

I know what you mean. Hope you find some nicer things to think about.

yeah, ms.gwenevyn.

I'd rather be not thinking at all. Just blank. I fill up all the "dead air" in my head with music, television or reading. Keeps my mind off my mind.

I have no money, I can't get a proper job due to the fact that I suck entirely at interviews, so I can't get enough money, and I'm stuck with a bar job on minimum wage, plus the house needs sorting out, the cats need feeding, and that's before I get fed. I haven't heard from the DLA about my claim for a good 3 or 4 weeks, which is gonna help me pay off debts. Which I'm worrying about. Then my cousin is really ill, and he's basically like a big brother to me, and what am I gonna do without my big brother? Plus I should be on medication for depression.. it's getting more and more obvious every day I put it off. Then I feel bad because my partner tries so hard to cheer me up, and it makes me guilty, and then I get MORE depressed, and it's all just a big mess. There.

2. Been feeling rubbish most of this evening.

6.

Back on my diet, and still optimistic about my job interview.

Tim