scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Perseverance may pay off if I find an afternoon class for Mondays & Wednesdays.

Thank you. Ha, my mother actually works on a computer for her job; you'd think she'd know how to do the basic stuff by now, but she doesn't (she leaves in on when she leaves; taps the keyboard to wake it back up the next day). My father, on the other hand, is good with computers (not good enough to get erased stuff from a hard drive though).

That generation which just doesn't know a thing about modern tech?

About 4... I'm getting back with it now after a real f*** up on the weekend. But right now it's strange - lol the mixture of stress and going to sleep for a couple of hours today feels a bit like I've drank a few glasses of wine...

My right eye hurts due to stress... I did have a headache but that seems to have passed... I got a couple of assignments to do... one complex and one not so but - still lol.

I'm on my own now... being as I'm 18 I'm now well - obviously an adult... my psychiatrist/psychologist services are no longer there to help me... hmm... this year could be real swell but there's also many things in line that could bring it down.

I'm very tired...

5... I hate it when people censor me and 5 of my posts have disappeared during the time my account was being hacked! I don't spam on this board-- every post I make is something I'm dying to get out-- so I'm rather apprehensive that they might not be retrievable!

Sometimes posts disappear for an entirely other reason; if you made any on a thread that was deleted (regardless of who started it, what the topic was, why it was deleted, ect.) your post will be gone with it. I'm missing 9 posts myself (over the course of time), and I know some disappeared with the original thread.

5. I'm feeling a lot better.

-4.
Can't sleep.
Really wanted to get an early night but was just laying there, then I woke worrying about my living situation. So gonna stay up a few hours and hope I get more tired.

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after having a slightly better than normal Monday. Monday is, in my job, the most busy, stressful day of the week!

the VA doubled my AD dosage, but the refill hasn't showed up yet!! !
I have 3 days left including today.

I need my citalopram hydrobromide!!

still -10 (job: focused and stressed about it)

it will go better when i have a job
it will go better when i have a job
it will go better when i have a job

-2.
Terrible pain in my lower spine from carrying various heavy things up the stairs into the new house - in hindsight, I should've asked for help with the fridge. Carrying it was easy enough, but lifting it was a bugger.
Also, the same old stuff is still bugging me - doesn't look like it'll be getting better any soon. I feel like a jigsaw puzzle that's been thrown up in the air - when I hit the floor again, there'll be a heck of a mess... but it'll probably be easy enough to put me back together again.
Oh, and I have no money left. Stupid Xbox360
But I don't regret my decision! Dead Rising *is* amazing!

I'm a 5... I'm feeling way better now and I forgot to take my powder today! (How my Celexa turned to powder is a long story.) I took too much yesterday or today and it still hasn't worn off, I don't think. I don't remember if I took that powder yesterday or today! I see my shrink tomorrow morning and will soon have some more Celexa and my own room! I'm so excited! Then I can figure out a place for the others to come up and stay... perhaps one of them can rent out a 1-bedroom and the others can live there together, and I can visit them regularly and spend time in there regualarly, if I can't find an apartment building that accepts me, and I don't see why I won't. I should grab a copy of the Renters Guide once I get off of here. Oh, here's one right here on the table, excellent!

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At least I have a job (for now, anyhow =( ) and a place to sleep (also, for now, anyhow)...

I need a break from life, for just a little while...

5.5... I finally got out something that was stressing me out and feel much better! The meds for my depression are wearing off now, I think I should take some more powder.

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I've feeling pretty good overall... but I think a nap is coming on.

5.5... I'm still good! I'm excited that Terrance may be taking me out somewhere on Saturday, but I'll probably be gone by then! Then we can set a date and I can tell all my friends from here who are coming to meet me in front of the police station, we'll stand around talking and then when they seem okay we'll go somewhere else, like to my shrink! I'll then bring them home, or we can all go to the mission and eat together! I need at least 3 more people though!