scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Zero

Feeling useless: everything that I'll ever be is what I am now; what I was when I was four. At least I cried...a little, that's always a cool thing no matter the cause.

That's some pretty good artwork, CR!

Tim

-10

Still not feeling any better about my academic and social situations.

Tim

Hey, cockneyrebel. . . that's beautiful.

I recently heard it sait that if one has traded one's life for one's art, one has made a bad trade. . . on one level, that's sort of true. . . but on the other hand, it sort of depends why one wants to be alive.

Some people think I'm strange to dance till I can't walk. . . but for me, the avoidance of pain is mostly about the ability to a)run away and b)dance.

Lately I've had to stay out of pain enough to concentrate on non-dancing things, academic things. . . comes with being a physics major, and it's very new to me. All about priorities, I suppose.

Good luck. . . and do eat something. I hope.

CR, are you planning on starting a British tea shop called Routemaster Beverages? Do it if you're not planning on it! That's so awesome!


Danielismyname: If you're feeling depressed, and it sounds like it, PM me, and/or post in the Depressives Club thread in the Members-Only forum, or in Rants in this forum, or the Complaints and Grievances Department. You are not alone! Have you been evaluated for clinical depression?

-4
My trust is at an all time low and people are playing games.

-9 --------> -1

internal error

massive overload: self-esteem drive failure

reboot required
please close all running programs

functioning on emergency optimism reserves until
main power supply reestablished
internal emotion card has been deactivated to optimize battery life

system stable

-2

I've been alot worse, but I'm feeling pretty crap just now. I'll go shoot some people, then feel better.

-8

Almost finished with my lab report, but feel unlovable.

Tim

-5 throat itchy and sore for days, eyes dry and red. Decided to start taking amoxcillin.

-9
I feel really drained right now. All these little things that are happening are too much for me to handle. Even the big things are effecting me as well and they happened ages ago! I dont know what to do.

-2.
Bored and all nervous but don't know why
Just got those nerves you get in stomach etc.

-100

I should kill myself.

I feel the same way in a sense but I dont want to upset Ana! Plus I still respect myself in a way, but I also hate myself. Its so hard to explain!

need to buy some razers, pocket knife is too dull for my wrists

I wonder if the convenience store has them