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My dad is now ignoring me after telling me to get Wattsapp cos the messages were free so we could message all the time.

For all he knows, my brand new phone I had to buy in order to use it wasn't free.

I'm gonna try leaving off my phone til my anxiety improves or mum is away. No way I'm wasting any more time on that man.

Even I (a professional-grade paranoid) am no longer making much effort at distancing on the street. The reason? When I try to give people a bit of room, nine times out of ten they flip into "****ty little dominance game" mode and try to walk through me, rendering the whole exercise worse than pointless. (The other 10% generally signal their aversion to contact very obviously, so I'm happy to shuffle cautiously round them like you're supposed to.)

I think people are trying to deliberately create intrusive thoughts in my head by winding me up.

Not gonna put up with the guilt anymore.

No such thing as a thought crime.

I just had an argument with my sister in law because she said the MMR vaccine causes goddamn autism and complained about the COVID vaccine. I'm so irritated.

This morning the fed ex tracker said the flavored coffee I ordered would be here this evening. I checked it again a few minutes ago and now it's saying it won't be here until Monday. Grrr. I had big plans for the evening to sit in silence and drink caramel coffee. I'm feeling thwarted right now. I was looking forward to that coffee.

When will the lockdown be over? I feel caged

I seem to suck at social interaction, but I want it. At least see the world a bit again, even if it’s just drinking a coffee somewhere.
Feeling so isolated and bored sucks, even though I don’t live alone. It is so boring to be stuck inside what feels like forever....

Someone writes a hate site about black people.
That person is called racist, is shamed by the rest of society, and the site gets taken down the next day, and the creator of the site probably faces prosecution.

Someone writes a hate site about gay people.
That person gets shamed and labelled as a homophobe, and gay people respond by getting the site taken down.

Someone writes a hate site about autism.
Autistics are told to just ignore it and move on with our lives. Or, even worse, advised to try to understand the creator of the site that they're just venting.

What's good for the goose is good for the gander, right? Why are our feelings so unimportant?

Why do I need all sorts of instructions, guides and third-party programs to uninstall programs and then they're not even all gone. It's 2021, why does it have to be so difficult? Why do I need ten programs just to run the one I want? Why does it all take up so much space? Why is the consumer consistently farked over all the time?

I just can't relate.


You guys think of dying vulnerable people, and being vulnerable yourselves.

I think of nurses and other frontliners being sent to their deaths, and wanting to work to the frontlines myself.


I would never judge the former.
The point of this rant is that I just can't relate.

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I'm sick and tired of people who aren't survivors acting like sex is this cosy thing which never goes wrong.

Esp dismissing consent and the importance of consent.

It's a really dangerous, toxic culture and I hate it and it scares the s**t out of me.

Listen to people like me. The f*****g survivors.

AAAAUGH ! !! !!

why is there pain?