samtoo wrote:
-5 it's still hopeless.
Well, you say it is hopeless
samtoo wrote:
I'm absolutely massively determined to get out of this state and live and f****** life.
No one can hold me back from my decisions, and I believe this is a decision that could go very well. Life cannot stop me.
Then you show that you're determined to improve things. With that amount of determination, you should be hopeful that it goes well. Maybe not all-out
optimistic, but if you want to change things for the better, and you've set your mind to it, there
is hope still.