scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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It does TM1, I had propranolol after I witnessed a fatal accident, years ago. My body went into full alert mode pumping adrenalin and my heart raced, for days. It was horrible. I was prescribed propranolol by my doctor (can't remember the dose) it was brilliant. I took it for a few months, then gradually I was able to slowly reduce the dosage until I came off it altogether.

-5

Ugh, I'm sick and it shows.

-2.
^^ He is sick and I am repulsed by my appearance... old hag *cough*

Graelwyn no you're not. Shh.

I'm at about a -8.. very anxious and stressed and will probably have a meltdown later on when I go to bed. I can't go to bed now. I simply can't sleep. Too anxious. Agh.

Somewhere in the negatives.. Having a hard time with my mom again and tomorrow Im going back to the partial hospitalization group so Im pretty nervous.. And really lonely as usual.. Im so cool why cant people see that rofl

Kicking against the pricks.

More pricks, more kicks, I guess!!

I'm just stretching to far.


reaching too far

grabbing two lives

holding them each in a hand, they are a mirror reflection of each other and of my life too, just darker, and a bit more twisted

Which life to choose?

Choices in life are pain, pain is life, life leads to doubt.

I doubt my choices, which to take

Take one or the other.

Yet doubt remains.

Goddamn rollercoasters!

I'm about a 2

I'm up to maybe a 3. My kitten, Sister has fallen asleep on my lap. They're not cuddly kittens, which makes it so much more special to me. Especially Sister. I think she's an aspie.

7-well my life is starting to open up before me
things are starting to pan out
yay

Since it came to my attention that I've done a poor job showing that I'm aware of much more than feeling a sense of euphoria lately...going to try and remedy that now.

Hope you get to feeling better.

You shouldn't be. I can't speak for others, but I try to avoid commenting on pictures in general, for some of the same reasons you brought up. I admit that there is one person's photos that I'll comment on, but that's in part payback.

...also because I'll never get tired of saying such things about her photos, even if others get sick of it.

Good luck with your mother. Sleeping on such things frequently helps all parties involved. I'm afraid I don't really have anything to say that might be of any use regarding the hospitalization group business...

Your post was too long for me to quote the whole thing. (This post is going to be pretty long as it is...)
Not always easy to see the right choice. If you can, take your time. If not, well...make a choice and hope for the best. I've found that the worst mistake I've made at times is not making a choice at all. Better to make the wrong one and try to correct for it than to not be able to pick either option. Well...that depends on what the choice involves I suppose.

Good to see you're feeling a bit better than you have been.

That's good to hear.

The usual 9.5 for me. Same reason as always.

6. The evil essay of evilness (can you tell that I love it?) is finally done. It's really short on quotes and it was due on Monday (which means last Monday, not next), but that's not really the point. The point is that it's done and I don't have to worry about it again until next week.

You missed someone...


Congratulations! :thumbs up:

Eh...sorry... I only looked at the most recent page. I apologize if I've made anyone feel like I didn't have any interest in how they're doing.

I'm having one of my 'curl up in a dark ball and cry' moments.

Some days the roller coaster is high, and some days, it's LOW!!

Guess which one today is??

Okay, I'll give you something to work with.

3, I'm worried I'm turning into a Literary Grotesque.

Oh well, it gives me plenty of self-deprecating comedy material...

Thanks for the curve-ball...

uh...unless you're starting to grow fangs, or scales, or something along those lines, try not to let such thoughts get to you. When I've been in a mediocre or worse mood in the past, things had a tendency to snowball for me. One negative idea or emotion would lead to another, and it would feel like I was in a deeper and deeper hole...but I wouldn't put down the shovel. (Standard disclaimer, just the experience I had, may have no significance to what you are going through, may sound completely random, your mileage may vary, less tax title and license, etc.)

If you are starting to grow fangs, or scales, or something along those lines.... you need to look for a sidekick, and think about ways to start fighting crime.

+7 Best i felt in a long time mainly due to joining this site a few days ago an being told i had Aspergers Syndrome by my psychiatrst.