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Woke up at random. Interrupted by the damn bladder.

Predictively, started sneezing. Yet suddenly, my ear starts to rumble whenever I breathe.

I know, I know.

This is a stupidly tiny nuisance that simply destroys quality of life, that is loud, embarrassing and utterly disgusting.

Not a painful, deadly, disabling disease or symptom that creates real complications to be ever worth worrying about.


Then my stomach starts to act up. This is happens not with what I ate or even ever think or feel -- HA! I wish but it's this body's hormonal status, unsurprisingly.

Again, nuisance -- NOT worth complaining about. It's just a natural part of having a reproductive parts of the female.

Now I can't go back to sleep.

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I keep sucking up my mother's negative feelings like anger And stress And frustration And it is EXHAUSTING me.

I don't know if this Morrisons supermarket system thing actually exists where they have an autism friendly hour a week just exclusively for autistic people, but if it does I bet you any money you like that parents with toddlers aren't excluded from this special hour. I hate how people are so lenient with toddlers.
"Adults and older children with self control can't go in during this time but it doesn't apply to toddlers because toddlers can't help making a noise, everybody knows that and so everybody, including autistic people, must tolerate them."
Nope, not in my book. The noise in the supermarkets that disturb me isn't the beeping of the tills or people talking, it's the sound of children under 6. So if I made up this rule I'd just make an hour a day be completely toddler-free so that people with autism, ADHD, anxiety, sensitive hearing, etc, can enjoy their shopping in peace without someone's brat having the biggest tantrum in the world over nothing. Yes, there should be peek times for families with small children.

Ps. I love babies and small children personally (like if I know them) but if I don't know them and they're screaming the place down, I hate them.

When people tactless talk about how they hate cats and especially the snide ones who play the helpless victim who were attacked by cats. These are usually the ones who think they are the center of attention.

"Oh my goodness you like those things, I have a traumatic experience," "Me, me, me."

Tired of this argument cycle:-

Get vaccinated
- What for?
To protect you and others from covid
- If it will protect me and others, why can't we socialise properly yet?
Because the vaccines don't stop you getting covid
- Then what's the point in the vaccination?
Because it significantly lowers the risks of getting ill or dying should you get covid
- Then why can't we socialise properly yet?
Because the vaccines don't stop you getting covid
- But you just said the vaccines significantly lower the risks of getting ill or dying should we get covid
It does
- Then what's the problem?
We still need to be careful
- Why?
To stop people getting covid
- But most people are vaccinated now
Yes but the vaccine doesn't stop you getting covid.....

To answer this never-ending argument, let's just say the government just wants to control everybody and take away our freedom.

..the "search spirits...and connect wallet" site
exactly, the old, new, snakeoil spiritual wallet, statussignalling

" More tea, vicar ?"

Why are some people so disgusting and disrespectful? Today I came across an empty can of (non-alcoholic) drink and an empty pack of cigarettes on a bench in the bus station - right next to a bin. The can was put upright on the bench like it had been placed there intentionally, not accidentally dropped, and yet there's a bin right next to the bench! Would it kill them to put their rubbish into the bin? There's a hidden rule where I come from not to pick up other people's rubbish as you "don't know where it's been" (yes, we're all paranoid germophobes here). But why should we move other people's rubbish anyway?

Also when I'm cleaning buses at work I find the most shocking things. One time there was a used sanitary towel on the floor at the back of one of the buses. I mean, what the f**k? Who would do that? And why? And even how? Someone must have reached into their underwear and pulled it out only to be thrown on to the floor of a bus. That is one of the most dirtiest things one can do. Makes you wonder how some people's minds work.

My life is just one big sh*t show after another. My cat/bestie is dying from epilepsy, my two autistic friends ditched me for another so I am no longer their best friend, I humiliated myself in IMR many times, and the one thing I am looking forward to this week won't happen until Wednesday, which is a day and a half away. I just know I am going to fail at keeping my cool...

My parents do not understand me fully. I feel like they wish I was different. I feel like I disappoint them. I always get in fights with them. I hate that they treat me like a child.

unsee that ///forget that//its no wonder..the "amusement* headed into bodyparts for so long now
all that "progress" n "special effects"


some years ago () in african rap; throwing around money and background signs with OBEY

like eg. in the 80s the A team, proposed the concept of busloads of villains, i was puzzled about that but its all in the plan, *i love it when a plan comes together* villany makes compagny??

I don't know which neighbor or what the heck they did.

But the whole apartment compound smells like moth ball fumes. It's been like that for over 7 hours now.

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