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6... but it will drop to about 4 tomorrow.

2.
Kind of stressed as soon will be relocating to the apartment at back of this house and I can't pick up a wireless signal there so will be without net most likely until I can afford and get my own set up.
Any advice on how to cope with the sudden total isolation welcome.

books music

Have lots of books and music, just a long time since I have been without the internet totally, and I don't have real life human interractions for most part...even an aspie needs some social interraction generally. I think the net helps me not be alone with my own mind. and gives me a sense of connectedness. Guess I will have to go out more and find a person obsession to occupy me.

Oh, I did when the subject was first broached. Here is an approximate reproduction of that conversation.

<Wife reads my Ewok story (I try to encourage her to read my ramblings as much as possible, no matter how strange, twisted, or even flirty)...>
<She looks up at me, annoyedly, and says,>
"You are NOT allowed to hunt Ewoks with a baseball bat!"
<I'm a bit stunned.><First off, I didn't say I wanted to; it was a post about a mad thought that bubbled up from the darkness in my soul, a figment from the sicker parts of my mind that wriggled free and momentarily got loose.><Second off, the plausability of such a venture taking place at all is, let's just say, unlikely.><But I skip these for the moment and take a bite out of the turkey pot pie. I say,>
"What? Why not?" <Looking stunned and confused.>
"Because they're members of the bear family!" <She loves, loves, loves bears, BTW. Collects Boyds.>
"What? How do you figure that?" <This time my "What?" is in my trademark "Are you sh*****g me?" tone, with an accompanying facial expression.>
"Because they're members of the bear family!" <Yes, she just repeated what she said before.>
<I sit silent, and give her my "dubious" look, until she adds an emphatic,>
"They ARE!"
<I add one last bit of "dubious" glance, and then give in,>
"Ok then. I can't argue with that; I really can't. No hunting Ewoks with a bat for me. I'm glad we took the time to get that all sorted out."
<To which she responds,>
"You're impossible!" <and leaves the room.>
<As she's heading upstairs, I call after her,>
"What?! I said I wouldn't!"
<Thus endeth the discussion.>

I'm about at +2.6 right now; "clearly insane" chicks always make me feel better...
[youtube]http://youtube.com/watch?v=ij6cOPZes8M[/youtube]
Good fortune,

- Icarus has an Ewok skin cap

I apologize; I thought you intended your original post in a different way. The fault is mine.

I tend to use a few archaic phrases; I use "with all due respect" as more or less just that; I disagree, but I'm not doing it to be nasty or out of personal quarrel. More or less I use it to mean that I don't dislike you, but I don't agree.

ok. good to know. "we're cool" then.

and ick, oh my gosh that story just shot my mood up off the chart! so funny! yeah, like YOU were the impossible one--- she's the one with the delusion that someone's sci-fi invention can be adopted into both the BEAR family and also REALITY.

cuteness and fur? what else has she got? and, don't they TALK? hmmm. hey! lets adopt rabbits into the bear family as well. that would be a fun family to watch fight.

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+3 Oy... I'll be alright.....

Though on the plus side, it rained all day and I got soaked down to my undies. I like the rain.

6 my football team lost 3-0 to Rangers as heavy favorites at home too... and I feel happier because of it...
lol illogical but I'm happier lol.
Yay!

Hey, eh, Mandy-J; don't underestimate Ick's impossabilitay.
Ho, yo, Mandy-Jo; delusions give us a place to go.
Oi, yoy, Mandy-Joy; imagination is a wondrous toy.

I dunno 'bout them thar bar bunnies; ever seen ya Watership Down? Hows 'bout Monty Python & The Holy Grail? Orst, even... BR'ER RABBIT? Holy crap!
[youtube]http://youtube.com/watch?v=XcxKIJTb3Hg[/youtube]LOOK AT THE BONES!!

I'm of the stewn bewief that wabbits awe at weast as feawsome as Ewoks. So say'eth me.

Good fortune,

- Icarus's grammatical processor has taken a tolchock, and been knocked out of alignment; +2.8

I love archaic phrases. But I suspect you already know that.

Re-reading a few of your posts has enabled me to re-align my grammatical processor. Thank you. +3

Good fortune,

- Icarus is impressionable...

Your constant talk of language kinda gave it away; words are cool.

But you posted the bunny! The bunny is much cooler; The Holy Grail is one of the few movies I love (the movies I like tend to be completely different; I like them for different reasons), and the bunny is one of my favorite parts. The coconuts too. Yay for the bunny. Thank you for posting that.

4ish, I guess. the bunny is most definitely cool, thus a rise in mood. I'm tired though (5 total hours of sleep over the past two days; paranoia plus insomnia never go well), so it's not higher.

-10.
I dont know how im gonna cope without the net when it is all I have.
I am terrified of being totally isolated.

I agree.

The bunny Rocks.

How long are you going to be without it?
Any internet cafes near you?
Do the public libraries there have public computers?

+5.

All in all, life is pretty good. However, one of my friends managed to undermine my bloody coursework for this semester, so I'm in an appaling mood. I develop a project in secret, come up with a couple of new techniques to use in it, show her because I'm proud of how it looks so far... and she takes a copy of it to a tutorial and shows it (in the still-unfinished state) to my lecturer as an example of what SHE wants to do this semester. And then when I get angry about it, she has a go at me, saying I should be happy that someone else likes my idea
She knows full well how protective I am of my work, and how secretive - I never show it to lecturers until it's finished. And yet, she doesn't even seem to realise she's done something wrong. I knew she was fairly ignorant, but this is a whole new low.
Oh, and for anyone who saw my post a few weeks ago about having a meltdown because one of my friends stole my house keys and wallet? Same person. Not sure how I'm going to survive a whole year under the same roof.

Oh, and Armored Core 4 turned out to be a massive dissapointment. FAR too short, and not nearly enough unblockable stuff. And the story made little/no sense. Bah