i_Am_andaJoy
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03 Oct 2007, 6:15 pm
+8. because then i read Ick's post with the movie clip of the bunny and was highly entertained.
+4. because then i got knocked back when i read the next post and realized that Icarus_Falling does not like, "Icarus's grammatical processor has taken a tolchock, and been knocked out of alignment." because he was grateful to RainSong for, "enabled me to re-align my grammatical processor" and gave her some mad-props/love for it....
...so my tolchock takes a shock to the head. and falls out instead. and now she is just
Empty.
WTF?! All that was good for a 3 second +3 followed by two -4's? Where the hell do you get those two negative fours? You realized wrongly.
Play again or quit the game.-4 to begin with; I've opened a can of worms that I've tried desperately to keep shut; now I must either eat them or kill them all.
-5 from there; I had nightmares last night, and I do not have nightmares; contrary to popular belief, mirrors do work in dreams.
-6 after waking up and finding that I've been freaking jipped on the -/+ numbers game.
-7 as I remember how much I hate and loathe myself, and all humans in general.
[Anything below -7 with me is either seriously suicidal, and/or sociopathically enraged; I'm walking that line...]
Most of this has nothing to do with anything in this thread.
Good fortune,
- Somebody please put a bullet to Icarus
Sorry, but i am going to mostly ignore you because i can't handle people being angry with me, and i do not know why you are WTF-ing me.
game? math? i was just putting my total mood score on the left, and a timeline explanation on the right...
+3... that means that right this second, i am a 3 on a scale of 1-10.
so... i am too unsure to say sorry, because i do not know what is the right thing...
-1... unsure, unsure... i HATE unsure!! !!
ERASE ERASE ERASE I SAY!! !!
ok.
+5. yay me!
03 Oct 2007, 6:24 pm
i_Am_andaJoy
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03 Oct 2007, 6:28 pm
03 Oct 2007, 6:29 pm
i_Am_andaJoy
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03 Oct 2007, 6:49 pm
AnonymousAnonymous
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03 Oct 2007, 6:54 pm
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03 Oct 2007, 8:45 pm
Icarus_Falling
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Joined: 11 Jul 2007
Age: 51
Gender: Male
Posts: 1,215
Location: beyond human comprehension
03 Oct 2007, 8:50 pm
Alright, alright... Last night and today were a bungee jump; but now I'm back up to where I comfortably belong, a nice steady zero. I'm going to meditate and pin myself here for as long as I can; this is where I belong; anywhere else is dangerous to me; I'm too volatile. I might take some small + joy from having given a bit of a helping hand to a friend today, but I shall let it slip past; as with last night, I did what I did, and it will cause what follows; that is the way of things. I am a soldier of fortune; I shall ride the ebbs and tides of fortune, following its currents, gently diverting their flow from time to time to try to help those in need; but to become too invested in the workings and results of fortune is not what I was meant to do, or to be...
What I thought were worms turned out to be jelly beans. I will admire their wondrous colours for a short while, and them put them back in their can. It is not my fate to ever know what flavours they might be, but that is fine; t'was a good few moments just looking at them and appreciating their colours; had I never opened the can, I would have never seen them at all...
I am blessed to have found some friends (or perhaps they found me?) who are able to appreciate me, even though sometimes my mind gets away from me in ways that I do not intend or expect. To those of you who fall into this category (you know who you are), you have my thanks, appreciation, and whatever good feelings I might be able to scrape together and toss your way. 
Good fortune,
- Icarus is carved from jade...
03 Oct 2007, 8:52 pm
Id say around a 10 
Although Im not sure if it will last, if everything really will work.. Should I be feeling this good? Will it really happen? ...Dunno
03 Oct 2007, 9:10 pm
LadyMacbeth
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Age: 37
Gender: Female
Posts: 1,091
Location: In the girls toilets at Hogwarts, washing the blood off my hands.
03 Oct 2007, 9:23 pm
03 Oct 2007, 9:37 pm
no why
I am 5...I was really hurt by what someone said on another forum (even though he said he was not trying to sound rude)
he bassically said; "I'm really not concerned right to know anything else about you that I don't already know"
I feel so unwanted 
it hurt...
I'll never talk to him again
03 Oct 2007, 9:52 pm
03 Oct 2007, 10:13 pm
03 Oct 2007, 11:16 pm
+4 I had a 11 hour work day today, mostly digging in a hole and installing a sprinkler system. Though I think it is better than a desk job. Seriously 
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