scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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8, no one is home and i can play my music as loud as i want. plus i like dictionary.com's word of the day:
conflagration
1. A large and destructive fire; a general burning.
2. Something like a conflagration; conflict; war.

5, my dad's home and has to ask me that annoyingly ambiguous question, "So, how was your day?"

i tell him that i can't answer that question because it's too ambiguous of a question and he says, "You don't want to tell me how your day was?" in that annoying, sad, joking voice.

1, just got rejection letters 3 and 4 for grad school, that's nearly half back as rejections. stuck in a small college town over spring break (this next week.) no motivation towards this last semester of undergrad as it feels like it has zero bearing on my life.

Alcohol hasn't helped my mood, nor has smoking. Sleep might, but that seems so far off.

0.5-1.0 I got ready for nothing. A waste of time and makeup. I'm starting to become sexist against males.

6: Just got up. My mum came home last night so I went to the pub and got bladdered. They have a new seasonal Theakston's ale down there, Cooper's Butt, so I had some of that. It was nice, come to think of it. After an hour or two down there I came home and carried on drinking by having three cans of Żywiec. I had my tea and then went to bed because I was quite canned by this point. Yes, I know it's boring reading about other people's drinking escapades but I have nothing else to talk about at this time of the morning.

Roll on next week's Skipton pub trip!

-2 I've really been depressed.

Also, my chough syrup is starting to wear off and I'm hacking up my lung again and I'm at work so I can't take any more for about an hour and twenty minutes.

If you're this down, do you feel you show it? (apart from this of course. To be honest I can't tell from all your other posts)

8. I've realized that I can't go back to the way that I was, so I'm making a new life for myself. I'm planning on cutting back on my many expenses, so I can buy myself a black leather jacket. I've been living a fantasy for ten years, and now it's time to get real.

7. Pretty darn good.

1. Worried about Mr Spud.

who is 'mr spud' starr ?

Hi Lemon, yes, I should have said, Mr Spud is my cat. A neighbour told me this afternoon that he'd seen a cat that looked like mine run over, and I've been searching for him all afternoon, but he's just come in now, looking fit and healthy, so it must have been a similar-looking cat. Big relief, just hope the other cat was OK.

i'm glad your cat is ok ! we lost one this summer, such a sweet little black cat she was...
we still have two others see: http://www.wrongplanet.net/modules.php? ... c&start=60

i feel good, i've just updated my website, a lot of work but i'm happy about it.

7, i just emailed my friend, i'm shaking my head back and forth to queen, and i'm going out to lunch soon.

4... not too good.