scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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It's because we still are human.

Then it is time the Fates finished humanity off and allowed something better to evolve.

It'll be just as flawed, nothing is ever perfect.

I cuss the day I was born onto this stinking planet full of stinking, traiterous, two faced, malicious, cruel, ill intentioned people. F society. An atomic bomb would be a good solution.

5.75
Today was the performance for Lit/Comp class & I feel good it is over!

I am tired but euphoric!

No Tim!
Why do you want to do this?

rand(-1,4)

I'm feeling better than earlier but still a bit buggered in the head...

+3 Concerned about somebody I know, but I'm hopeful they'll be alright. Though I had a good day today and everything went smoothly. Unlike yesterday, I backed our work truck into another work truck and dented it. Another blemish err.. dent on my driving record.

6 I feel tired, but really good cause Im getting my own place soon It seems my days of feeling down will finally be over

I am not suited for geology because of that chemistry instructor, all other fields I *am* suited for don't pay as much, and nearly everybody employed in some of those fields are freelance or own their own businesses. So I would end up with about $20,000 in student loan debt, and a small business loan worth God know how much. My dreams of living in Seattle would be shattered because of the low pay in those fields.

Also, lowering my standards still has not helped me find a girlfriend. I find myself constantly depressed, and I cry nearly every day.

Furthermore, I was betrayed by an Aspie friend for a second time. I was more than willing to forgive her for the first time she jerked me around. The whole reason I limit myself to other Aspies when it comes to dating was because I was under the impression that Aspies don't lie or cheat.

Tim

-8. I'm in contant mental pain. Always an emotional crisis, but it goes way beyond that. I was so down I couldn't even post or talk about it before. Now I can, thank God. I can't close my eyes or go to sleep. I hate it when people tell me to sleep or read a book, because I CAN'T, and that's the WORST thing I can do. How dare people call me ignorant, as if that's my problem, when I have this problem where I CAN'T read... call it developing ADHD. I will literally DIE and go to HELL if I don't get certain stimulation. Ritalin is also used for depression-- with good reason; it's a stimulant. I must remind the opsychiatrist of this good news when I see him!

About -2... I'm sure not feeling as bad as my former wanting to quit the course... but if this keeps up I'm damned.

-7... I feel bad but a bit better now that username88 is talking to me, an there's good news about his apartment...

7. I feel normal.

About 3... feeling a little elated... just so long as I can exploit my own survival skills too though... it's nice to be able to rely on others sometimes to help you but you have to bring yourself up too. I sure can do that lol.

Unusual to see you in such low numbers.
I understand the reading issues... have attention issues myself.
Hope things improve. Maybe you can wiki on some disasters or something.

-4.
Bad day. I am in a very aggressive mood.
Started off well. But went to sit in usual spot in Asda cafe and a male cleaner decided to come and start banging and scraping chairs everywhere around me as I tried to read. He then came to my table o mop and I snapped out 'Get away from me!'.

He did for a time but came back again and I just fled into the toilets, saying he should go back to his own country.

Then I got home and couldn't find a book I suddenly really want to read about Queen Elizabeth I. I looked through all my boxes twice and then had a meltdown. I hate losing things!