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15 Jan 2017, 1:34 am

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I haven't.

I have a strong hunch that if you do that, it will tell you what area you are having your functional social deficit.
improv acting is real-time, you have to react authentically in real time in much the same manner as you would in real life. if you have trouble doing this, this then is the area you need to work on, we call it "thinking on one's feet."


Yes, I struggle with that if I'm not already prepared. Maybe I could try to look into it. I might also be joining another adult autism group that helps with learning social skills.

I am glad to hear of these new positive developments :wtg:



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15 Jan 2017, 2:36 am

Such experiences are not necessarily uncommon with we so-called HFAs/Aspies. Even with as amazing and incredible that I am, I had never even so much as hugged a girl until after the age of 26, and God-forbid if there was such a thing as anybody who could understand anything I say without misinterpretation.

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It seems like the most important thing for getting into a relationship is to have good social skills and be extroverted and I'm neither. I'm 26 and I've never even cuddled or kissed anyone. I have so much trouble connecting with people and I feel misinterpreted by others a lot. I feel like other autistics I know learned how to connect enough to at least to form a relationship and I can't seem to get there. Guys don't seem to like me unless it's online and a lot of them just seem lonely and don't really like me. Then when I meet guys online it feels fake and unnatural and I almost never feel attracted to them. Guys anywhere irl rarely show interest. The few guys that seem to always like someone else more so finding love feels impossible. I don't think I come off as desperate or anything like that. I don't know what to do about it.


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21 Jan 2017, 2:29 am

Ban-Dodger wrote:
Such experiences are not necessarily uncommon with we so-called HFAs/Aspies. Even with as amazing and incredible that I am, I had never even so much as hugged a girl until after the age of 26, and God-forbid if there was such a thing as anybody who could understand anything I say without misinterpretation.
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It seems like the most important thing for getting into a relationship is to have good social skills and be extroverted and I'm neither. I'm 26 and I've never even cuddled or kissed anyone. I have so much trouble connecting with people and I feel misinterpreted by others a lot. I feel like other autistics I know learned how to connect enough to at least to form a relationship and I can't seem to get there. Guys don't seem to like me unless it's online and a lot of them just seem lonely and don't really like me. Then when I meet guys online it feels fake and unnatural and I almost never feel attracted to them. Guys anywhere irl rarely show interest. The few guys that seem to always like someone else more so finding love feels impossible. I don't think I come off as desperate or anything like that. I don't know what to do about it.


The fist time a guy hugged me, a few years ago, it felt really shocking and confusing. I'm not use to guys acting that way around me. I really crave affection, but the few times guys have been affectionate I would get really uncomfortable.



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21 Jan 2017, 2:32 am

^^^it seems the shy guys would be better for you in that respect, but there's the rub, they aren't gonna be proactive.



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21 Jan 2017, 3:33 am

If you had a boyfriend do you think you'd eventually get used to him hugging you or even enjoy it?


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21 Jan 2017, 1:17 pm

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If you had a boyfriend do you think you'd eventually get used to him hugging you or even enjoy it?


Yes, I would like it and I actually really want affection. The few guys who would be affectionate to me though I just wasn't attracted to.



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22 Jan 2017, 9:29 am

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The fist time a guy hugged me, a few years ago, it felt really shocking and confusing. I'm not use to guys acting that way around me. I really crave affection, but the few times guys have been affectionate I would get really uncomfortable.


I understand that awkwardness. People round here are quite huggy, so I've had lots of quick hello or goodbye hugs from men, but last time I was given a kind of affectionate hug was last year and I hadn't been hugged like that in years. It was definetaly more than a friendly hug, but the guy was really attractive and I just felt awkward and then when I saw him again after than I couldn't talk to him. I tried and tried to make things work, but it all just fell apart and he lost interest. I'm not sure if he ever really knew how much I liked him back. I felt like I was trying to break through a wall that couldn't be broken.



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22 Jan 2017, 12:44 pm

hurtloam wrote:
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The fist time a guy hugged me, a few years ago, it felt really shocking and confusing. I'm not use to guys acting that way around me. I really crave affection, but the few times guys have been affectionate I would get really uncomfortable.


I understand that awkwardness. People round here are quite huggy, so I've had lots of quick hello or goodbye hugs from men, but last time I was given a kind of affectionate hug was last year and I hadn't been hugged like that in years. It was definetaly more than a friendly hug, but the guy was really attractive and I just felt awkward and then when I saw him again after than I couldn't talk to him. I tried and tried to make things work, but it all just fell apart and he lost interest. I'm not sure if he ever really knew how much I liked him back. I felt like I was trying to break through a wall that couldn't be broken.


Yeah, affectionate hugs are much more awkward than friendly hugs. Especially when you almost never get affectionate hugs.



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22 Jan 2017, 3:27 pm

hurtloam wrote:
slw1990 wrote:
The fist time a guy hugged me, a few years ago, it felt really shocking and confusing. I'm not use to guys acting that way around me. I really crave affection, but the few times guys have been affectionate I would get really uncomfortable.


I understand that awkwardness. People round here are quite huggy, so I've had lots of quick hello or goodbye hugs from men, but last time I was given a kind of affectionate hug was last year and I hadn't been hugged like that in years. It was definetaly more than a friendly hug, but the guy was really attractive and I just felt awkward and then when I saw him again after than I couldn't talk to him. I tried and tried to make things work, but it all just fell apart and he lost interest. I'm not sure if he ever really knew how much I liked him back. I felt like I was trying to break through a wall that couldn't be broken.


Awwwww :(


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22 Jan 2017, 3:55 pm

RetroGamer87 wrote:
hurtloam wrote:
slw1990 wrote:
The fist time a guy hugged me, a few years ago, it felt really shocking and confusing. I'm not use to guys acting that way around me. I really crave affection, but the few times guys have been affectionate I would get really uncomfortable.


I understand that awkwardness. People round here are quite huggy, so I've had lots of quick hello or goodbye hugs from men, but last time I was given a kind of affectionate hug was last year and I hadn't been hugged like that in years. It was definetaly more than a friendly hug, but the guy was really attractive and I just felt awkward and then when I saw him again after than I couldn't talk to him. I tried and tried to make things work, but it all just fell apart and he lost interest. I'm not sure if he ever really knew how much I liked him back. I felt like I was trying to break through a wall that couldn't be broken.


Awwwww :(


I've given up now. If even guys that really like me end up not wanting anything to do with me, what's the point in trying anymore. I must just be too not right for anyone to put up with.



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22 Jan 2017, 7:28 pm

^ Same here. Some guys show interest for a little while, but eventually lose it. Either that or they like someone else more so it feels impossible.



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23 Jan 2017, 7:25 am

hurtloam wrote:
RetroGamer87 wrote:
hurtloam wrote:
slw1990 wrote:
The fist time a guy hugged me, a few years ago, it felt really shocking and confusing. I'm not use to guys acting that way around me. I really crave affection, but the few times guys have been affectionate I would get really uncomfortable.
I understand that awkwardness. People round here are quite huggy, so I've had lots of quick hello or goodbye hugs from men, but last time I was given a kind of affectionate hug was last year and I hadn't been hugged like that in years. It was definetaly more than a friendly hug, but the guy was really attractive and I just felt awkward and then when I saw him again after than I couldn't talk to him. I tried and tried to make things work, but it all just fell apart and he lost interest. I'm not sure if he ever really knew how much I liked him back. I felt like I was trying to break through a wall that couldn't be broken.
Awwwww :(
I've given up now. If even guys that really like me end up not wanting anything to do with me, what's the point in trying anymore. I must just be too not right for anyone to put up with.
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^ Same here. Some guys show interest for a little while, but eventually lose it. Either that or they like someone else more so it feels impossible.
:cry:

Hugs to both of you.


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23 Jan 2017, 11:12 pm

RetroGamer87 wrote:
hurtloam wrote:
RetroGamer87 wrote:
hurtloam wrote:
slw1990 wrote:
The fist time a guy hugged me, a few years ago, it felt really shocking and confusing. I'm not use to guys acting that way around me. I really crave affection, but the few times guys have been affectionate I would get really uncomfortable.
I understand that awkwardness. People round here are quite huggy, so I've had lots of quick hello or goodbye hugs from men, but last time I was given a kind of affectionate hug was last year and I hadn't been hugged like that in years. It was definetaly more than a friendly hug, but the guy was really attractive and I just felt awkward and then when I saw him again after than I couldn't talk to him. I tried and tried to make things work, but it all just fell apart and he lost interest. I'm not sure if he ever really knew how much I liked him back. I felt like I was trying to break through a wall that couldn't be broken.
Awwwww :(
I've given up now. If even guys that really like me end up not wanting anything to do with me, what's the point in trying anymore. I must just be too not right for anyone to put up with.
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^ Same here. Some guys show interest for a little while, but eventually lose it. Either that or they like someone else more so it feels impossible.
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Hugs to both of you.


Aww, thanks.



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24 Jan 2017, 2:17 am

Please don't lose hope. Either of you could find a nice guy soon.


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25 Jan 2017, 2:03 am

I'm not giving up, but it's sometimes hard to believe finding someone will ever happen since I have almost no experience at all. Guys irl don't seem to show much interest in me. There have been several who would show interest online though, but they would eventually lose interest. This is not just one or a few guys, it's several so it's like a pattern. It's like there is something that's missing in me that makes other women attractive to guys.



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25 Jan 2017, 2:07 am

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I'm not giving up, but it's sometimes hard to believe finding someone will ever happen since I have almost no experience at all. Guys irl don't seem to show much interest in me. There have been several who would show interest online though, but they would eventually lose interest. This is not just one or a few guys, it's several so it's like a pattern. It's like there is something that's missing in me that makes other women attractive to guys.

please forgive my old-man memory as I can't remember if I asked you this before, but have you considered a professional matchmaker? they do still exist nowadays.