scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Then I wonder why it won't show up. Do I need to get a thousand posts again for sigs to be visible?
Its supposed to say:
Formerly known as Santa_Claus.

I'm currently at a 0. I'm just feeling pretty neutral about everything.

I thought 5 would be neutral . . . well whatever neutral is, thats what I am right now, I'm just really damn horny.

*Allows Ana54 to cry on shoulder*

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After hearing about Starbuline, my number was watered-down from yesterday.
Otherwise, school & work have been keeping me busy.

5. Light-headed and can't concentrate.

-10. RUN-ON SENTENCES GALORE:
my mother is unemployed and in the philippines, which is f cked, because i STILL haven't been able to get a job, and i live with my grandmother, who works two jobs and still can't even support herself. i'm almost out of lamictal and celexa, but i haven't got my medicaid card yet, so i'm afraid i might be f cked indefinitely because those pills are really pricey and i doubt i could afford them even -with- my insurance, as i had to spend "pill money" on a few basic food items, because there's barely any food around, but i got turned down for food stamps due to the fact that i'm in college >____< in the meantime, the two of us are sucking all my great-grandma's money away, and she's talking about selling antiques so we can eat ;_____; i also think she has alzheimers, and it's getting really bad.
also, i'm scared my bf might not love me because i'm 19 and have never had a job or lived on my own. gah, long-distance relationships f cking suck, and i wish i could just move to chicago.

i'm intimidated by some people on these boards. i'm sorry my myspace is set to 'private'; i have had some harrassment issues, but i had posted my url on wp before and no one had a problem with it [in fact, a few wp'ers added me], so...i'm confused @_______@

10 because my friend is online.

Gwen and AA, you make me feel so much better!


LOL; first time I heard of DDR is when MADDuck mentioned it in his "YAY! I'm DEPRESSED!" thread and I asked what it was, and username88 said DanceDanceRetardation... it sounds like so much fun! I wish we lived near each other!

I'm at -5... I feel a bit better since Ahayes showed me that depression hotline site, but still depressed a little. Among other stuff I'm gonna post about!

If you're truly -10... why don't you? Extreme times call for extreme measures!

I hope you can work out this puzzle somehow.



Someone harrassing you?

*hugs* Don't be depressed. It's bad.

well, the fact that [for some reason] no one has ever hired me tends to make that impossible...i can't afford *anything* right now, the bf lives with 2 other people already, and i go to college here in iowa city....




not on wp, but i did feel like s/he was yelling at me for posting a link to my myspace even though my myspace is set to private.

thanks for talking to me, gwenevyn, btw.

Somewhere between 1 and -1. My brother's suicide has brought some wonderful childhood memories back to the front of my mind. Just what I needed.

I gotta be at like -4.
My head is soooo f**ked up right now.
For the first time in weeks I was finally not afraid to go to sleep, the bad thoughts were dormant and I was gonna go to sleep at like 2am, 4 hours earlier than usual. But then something else miraculously came up, a problem that I haven't had in months, and suddenly I am just as afraid to go to sleep as before, but for completely new f*****g reasons that I don't understand at all, reasons that I am not used to and have no f*****g clue how to deal with.
The next couple hours are gonna f*****g suck . . .

What's the point in living if there's nothing to live for? -7

Thanks for talking, too.

I know that it's like to feel trapped. I don't have all the answers... if any at all, but I'm rooting for you.





Did something bad happen? Or just pondering deep things?