scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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TAKE THAT, COURSEWORK!! !

I just completed some coursework that was like a colony of ants in my underpants.

I'm a 4. Been off the Celexa for several days and it's getting to me a little, but not much.


I also wish I could read this whole thread like Gwen seems to be doing! Nobody will care how I feel if I don't care how they feel.

2.75
Today was the collective meeting at work.
I have learned there has been a frequent theft problem which is disillusioning to hear and it is still a problem.

I am looking forward to my first actual shift this Friday morning.

4... I feel better knowing I can just get some water from the fountain and make some spaghetti and have it with that yummy sauce, now that my mother is out of the room and it's empty so I acan actually move around, and come back and forth from the bathroom without her telling me to either stay in or stay out.

I'm a 9, because I just took my meds, and I'm thinking about something other than the here and now, and life might not be wonderful, but it's the only one I've got and I'm damned if I'm gonna let it beat me. Besides 10 is for when I'm really loaded, which I don't do, so I don't get to 10 very often....

Yo, Freya, what can you do that brings in money? Work in a bookstore, work at McDonalds, try applying for something at the school.....it's tough to have no money, but keep yer chin up 'cause things do get better a lot of the time.

Just don't lose hope.

Cheers.
Btdt

Wavering btwn -3 and -4. I'm afraid somethings happened to my father, he doesn't answer his phone, and it's been two weeks. I've been advised to call the authorities and have them do a "welfare" check. I'm so afraid. This time of the year, season wise, already brings me down.

-10. I'm upset because people on AVCon and Game Traders say horrible things about me. They don't seem to realise that I'm not allowed out, and therefore can't go to places such as anime cons.

9. My exam today went well.

3.

People, for the most part, suck.

3...


depressed. Didn't stimulate myself enough today, or something.

*hugs* Hope ya feel better soon.

-4

I'm feeling down.
This day not go right.

I just realize that this dream of mine is not realistic. That always causes a huge part of the depression.

Hey, but you dared to dream in the first place. I'm such a party pooper, every time I think about something nice I'd like for myself, I tell myself a hundred reasons why it's impossible before I even get to dream about it.

And who says it can't be done? It surely can be done. It might come at high enough of a price that you'll decide it's not worth it... but then it's not that you couldn't do it, you just decided not to.


I'm about a 3 I guess.

-8 this has gone on long enough... and I'm all f****** alone today bar my mother...

This sucks I need someone to take me into College I'm going to once again feel on the brink of insanity. How long till -9 comes along and then -10?

This is beyond the vast majority of people's coping skills I can't do this.

5. In a good mood, but light-headed, tired and dissociated and I don't know what's causing it.