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23 Aug 2023, 2:14 pm
KitLily wrote:
blitzkrieg wrote:
The house cat jumps on my head and poops on the sofa occasionally. Cats can be very naughty.
Be glad it's not the other way round!
Haha.
23 Aug 2023, 8:40 pm
23 Aug 2023, 9:05 pm
24 Aug 2023, 8:25 am
IsabellaLinton wrote:
KitLily wrote:
I'm so f*****g tired of being the one to organise and facilitate everyone else's lives! They get all this nice stuff and I just have to help them manage it, otherwise our lives will fall apart. I just have to sit by and watch everyone else having great lives and I'm just on the sidelines struggling along.
Who is behind the scenes, facilitating my life? Me. There's no one supporting me.
Who is behind the scenes, facilitating my life? Me. There's no one supporting me.
I feel this profoundly.
yes. *fist bump* I wonder what it would be like to have my own loving parents and siblings who I could turn to and get a bit of support. Even a group of real world friends would be nice. But it's just me, soldiering on
Unlike my husband who has a loving family of siblings, 3 different groups of friends, all that stuff. He gets lots of support but I don't.I suppose the moral of the story is 'don't move to your husband's home area where he knows everyone, what to do, where to go etc. because you will be the odd one out, the interloper, the alien, left to do everything alone'
24 Aug 2023, 5:16 pm
I feel very very very bad.
I tried to join a support group and failed miserably my integration, as usual.
I literally wrote only two f*cking sentences and people made me a lot of jokes and innuendos that I don't understand anything about and I still suffered social humiliation with always more and more people who made fun of me.
I knew that this was what was happening only thanks to a moderator who intervened and asked that they stop making fun of me after asking me if I was a troll.
I am not a troll.
I leaved without a word.
I'm sick of jokes and I'm sick of being autistic.
I'm sick of living in this world made for neurotypical communication.
I don't even have any against the neurotypics but against this crappy neurotypical system which changes humans into bastards.
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24 Aug 2023, 5:18 pm
Checkbox wrote:
I feel very very very bad.
I tried to join a support group and failed miserably my integration, as usual.
I literally wrote only two f*cking sentences and people made me a lot of jokes and innuendos that I don't understand anything about and I still suffered social humiliation with always more and more people who made fun of me.
I knew that this was what was happening only thanks to a moderator who intervened and asked that they stop making fun of me after asking me if I was a troll.
I am not a troll.
I'm sick of jokes and I'm sick of being autistic.
I'm sick of living in this world made for neurotypical communication.
I don't even have any against the neurotypics but against this crappy neurotypical system which changes humans into bastards.
I tried to join a support group and failed miserably my integration, as usual.
I literally wrote only two f*cking sentences and people made me a lot of jokes and innuendos that I don't understand anything about and I still suffered social humiliation with always more and more people who made fun of me.
I knew that this was what was happening only thanks to a moderator who intervened and asked that they stop making fun of me after asking me if I was a troll.
I am not a troll.
I'm sick of jokes and I'm sick of being autistic.
I'm sick of living in this world made for neurotypical communication.
I don't even have any against the neurotypics but against this crappy neurotypical system which changes humans into bastards.
I used to be on an NT-ish forum years ago, maybe from 2005 or so and they were hostile to autistic folk.
It is sad.
24 Aug 2023, 5:22 pm
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24 Aug 2023, 7:01 pm
TwilightPrincess wrote:
Sometimes I want to die because I don't see how things could improve enough to make my life decent. Sometimes I envision how I would do it and how it would feel. This is more of an observation than a rant. I wasn't sure where else to say it, so I'm saying it here.
Do you mean make your life decent economically? Socially?
You are still young TP & there is still hope.
24 Aug 2023, 7:37 pm
24 Aug 2023, 8:19 pm
TwilightPrincess wrote:
I mean in most ways, actually.
I want to ask more about this, but I fear the questions would be too personal.
So, instead, I shall wish you well in finding happiness.
24 Aug 2023, 8:39 pm
24 Aug 2023, 9:57 pm
TwilightPrincess wrote:
Thank you.
24 Aug 2023, 10:13 pm
25 Aug 2023, 6:33 am
Checkbox wrote:
I feel very very very bad.
I tried to join a support group and failed miserably my integration, as usual.
I literally wrote only two f*cking sentences and people made me a lot of jokes and innuendos that I don't understand anything about and I still suffered social humiliation with always more and more people who made fun of me.
I knew that this was what was happening only thanks to a moderator who intervened and asked that they stop making fun of me after asking me if I was a troll.
I tried to join a support group and failed miserably my integration, as usual.
I literally wrote only two f*cking sentences and people made me a lot of jokes and innuendos that I don't understand anything about and I still suffered social humiliation with always more and more people who made fun of me.
I knew that this was what was happening only thanks to a moderator who intervened and asked that they stop making fun of me after asking me if I was a troll.
And that's meant to be a SUPPORT group? I think that says more about them than it does you. What horrible people. I hope you find a better support group.
I had a slightly similar experience. I joined a group on Facebook for Highly Sensitive People. I was in there for a while then they became too argumentative and rude, so I left. And those people were supposed to be sensitive!
