scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-10. My friend hasn't been online for ages. I miss her. D=

1 unfortunately

5. I'm looking forward to getting a 360.

My brother rented that once, 'cause he has a 360.

-10.

I am prepared to give up my hopes and dreams to be with the object of my affection.

5.

Glad that the weekend's here.

-2 Augh. Today is not my day.

-100. Where's the Grim Reaper when I need him?

-5

Still stressed about the woman I'm interested in.

-10

Today I found out that a family I know is going through a very hard time. Their youngest son, who is about 10, was sick this past week with strep. When he didn't get better, they took him to the hospital, where he was diagnosed with leukemia and suffered a stroke. He is now brain-dead. All of this happened last night. The family is waiting for their relatives to fly in so that they can take him off life support.

My family is closely intertwined with theirs in many ways. We are on swim team with them in the summer, I took tennis and am now in Drama with their older daughter, my brother goes to school with their other daughter, our moms are good friends. This event makes me sad in many ways: firstly, because Dominic was such a cheerful, talented child; second, because I care about the rest of his family and know this will have an awful impact on them; and last, because if he can die, no one around me is safe. I know, of course, that anyone can die at any time for any number of reasons, but this brings it home with more force.

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10, because I got a heap of pictures from a friend.

Say -5 my soul acts for something to be filled. My friend hates me and the emptyness kills me. Right now Im with people trying to ward off some off that loneliness, trying to fill my head with weird stuff and thinking bout the guy i like helps. So yep its keeping me from being a -10. I hate this, so much confusion and loniless. It really hurts my soul.

-5 because I am worried about the upcoming surgery for my mom and my brother. They are having the lap band surgery. I am also depressed because I am so fat from my psych pills. It makes me eat food all day long. I used to eat very little and was pretty thin. Ever since I started my pills 2 years ago I gained at least 80 pounds! I have a terrible choice- Be 500 pounds in a few years or be so psychotic that I will have to be locked up in the state mental hospital all my life. Horrible. But notice it is not a negative 10 score? It is because I am also happy that my art is finally doing something. I am having several art shows in the next few months and more people will see my art!