I've felt really sick from drinking and have been vomiting up bits of blood the past few days. You would assume that I would have just stopped drinking, but apparently no, because I'm an idiot.
Joined: 12 Nov 2021 Gender: Male Posts: 899 Location: Australia
19 Oct 2023, 9:38 pm
Why do I seem to be masking more since I got my diagnosis a month or so ago? I told myself that now was the time to start the process of unmasking, but my people pleasing and “Everything is fine!” response seems to have gone into overdrive. I’m just tired all the damn time now.
I am trying so hard to not drink but I want to get drunk so f*****g bad but I know that I'm going to be in so much f*****g pain if I drink and I'll vomit more blood and feel worse but I kind of also don't care and don't get why I'm even concerned about my health if I want to die anyways
I am trying so hard to not drink but I want to get drunk so f*****g bad but I know that I'm going to be in so much f*****g pain if I drink and I'll vomit more blood and feel worse but I kind of also don't care and don't get why I'm even concerned about my health if I want to die anyways
I could really benefit from someone to not drink with.
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