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This day is going horribly I want to f*****g die I'm so angry and disappointed to the point I was screaming into my pillow and I hit myself in the head a few times and it didn't calm me down at all and now my head hurts and I'm tired and just as angry as I was before

Sigh...

I feel like a newbie.
And really rusty.

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I hate it when people think they have to protect me. WTH are the protecting me from and do they not think I'm big and ugly enough to fight my own flipping battles. I just find it really disrespectful.

Go and play at being a hero in someone else's life and leave me out of your personal crusades.

I saw my daughter and my aunt this weekend, and while it’s great to see them, I’m already feeling obligated to go out with them, and then I feel bad because I’m supposed to be happy that they are here. But they are here for 2 more days and I’m done.

I can remember those dark days when I was estranged from my daughter. It was so bad. I visited her regularly and it was so hard to see her being brought up by people who I didn't like and I had no choice at that time. Every time I would come away from her I just used to get myself so f*****g drunk or drugged out of my head. I got in so much trouble with the police during those years and I thought i would never get her back and I thought she would never want to come to live with me. It was the worst years of my life. I seriously don't know how I survived it. Well I nearly didn't.

No one was there for me all those years either and for all they knew I could have died or been killed or killed myself and my daughter wouldn't have even known. I was a child too.

I struggle to understand what the mods of another internet forum have got to do with this internet forum.

The way I see it is when you're here you do right by this forum and when you're there you do right buly that forum.

I mean pitting the two against each other is just unproductive and serves no actual purpose.

And I f*****g hate it when both sets of moderators are put against each other. I just wish people would f*****g drop it.

I'm not inviting a debate btw. I'm saying what's been on my mind for a while.

It’s hard to drop stuff when people keep on making accusations and insinuations. I’m not meaning to invalidate your rant, though.

Here’s my rant: I hate it when people have a problem with specific members over a serious topic and don’t voice their concerns to a Mod. They just let things fester when they have the wrong end of the stick and are judging a situation based on insufficient evidence. We’ve ALL probably done this to some extent. I just wish that we could voice our serious concerns to a Mod rather than engage in passive-aggressive behavior.

I agree.

Their method is covert. They don't let people have normal discourse on the site because they like to pretend it's DisneyLand or something, and G Rated. No one is allowed to have normal conversations or sort out their own feelings like adults. It's all masking to the nth degree if you dare to post on there.

That means everything gets shoved into PM, speculation, gossip, miscommunication, and even lies. Then the mods step in and flame that drama by spreading gossip about members on PM and insisting that the drama that they created is somehow WP's fault. CF gets blamed by default. If anyone notices or tries to explain what's going on they get accused of even more drama. I don't know if they're deluded or if they do this on purpose as a way of attacking us.

I don't want anything to do with that place after the shit-talk I heard from their mods.

I know for a fact our mods have done everything they can to support and help that site.
Our mods don't go around shit-talking them, or causing problems on their behalf.

CF and other WP regulars are members of both places but in my opinion, they all get treated like crap there.
They allow petty comments and insults to be posted against those people despite their membership.
Then they go batshit crazy if we act that way here (which is very rare).

What is the actual point in phoning the doctors when all they do is use a tick list to check off symptoms

Dr Ticklist I call her.

I could do her job.

It's this toothache that I have to put up with.

It's been like this for over 5 days now.
I just don't have the damn time.


I cannot wait for January to just come.
I know I will be bored for a while, but this time I actually have something to do while at it.

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I was wondering why I always sleep basically curled up in a ball, and then I remembered that I was made to use basically a toddler bed until I was 11-12. My joints are just so used to sleeping cramped like that and I like can't change it now or it feels uncomfortable. I hate my lazy ass parents.

What is it with people and unsolicited advice.

I mean I don't mind a bit of input or an opinion but I don't want their f*****g advice.

And then what's more they have the nerve to get offended when you don't take their advice on board.

I think these people would fare much better if they took their advice and stuck it right up their arses.

yes doctors ......its so different now (to me)
always measuring by the 'social' pulse


narcissists are goooooood people
the standard of well behaved