scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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0. woke up feeling a bit sick, that was fine. Still agitated by the whole neighbor situation, still manageable. Confused by the ex's offer to go out and get drinks two days ago, but not dwelling on that. Started procrastinating for tomorrow's two exams, fine still.

Saw an avatar that made me think about a site I used to frequent (what feels like a long time ago) and felt like I was going to throw up.

8: Just been out for a walk. Lovely day outside.

6. I'm still getting over the demise of London's regular Routemaster service. I don't care what anybody says. I'll keep posting my pity parties on this message board, for all the world to see. I want both the happy and the sad halves of the Ying-Yang of my Cockney Spirit to be known, at WrongPlanet.

4- I feel very low in energy, my eating is way out of control and I am feeling fat and unattractive. I sometimes wish I had stayed anorexic. I seemed to have a lot more focus then and I had control.

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6. Content. Doctor's visit went fine - feel slightly stupid for being paranoid - positive I passed my writing OGT, got a new project in English that allows me to write about one of my obbessions for two weeks, and going to see a movie later. Not overly happy, but OK.

I need to do that.

3 - lots of work. Missed a meeting (but got some sleep).

-1. I feel a bit hopeless, and I feel physically sick. I binged today to feel full, then I took a shower and layed up and cried.

5 - seeing you here made me a little happier, even if you're sad. Cheer up.

If that's refering to me, then thank you very much. I was contemplating leaving WP because I got insulted, but decided not to. So thankyou very much.

Of course it is. I made you blush (even if only on screen). It's been a long time since I've managed that with anyone.

3 and a half. I'm in turbulent waters.

hmm...you're referring to the comment in the post something bizzare thread? i find that males with AS tend to lash out more. i'm absolutely sure that this boy in my class has AS and he seems to say things that are out there. i'm trying to get into this aspie group that meets every month or so and it's filled with one girl and all boys...this'll be interesting.'

about a 4. i'm totally exhausted from thinking of upcoming exams. and then i have these eight bibliographies due i can't seem to find any reliable info on what i'm doing(STAR WARS plan). my history class is going to the library tomorrow, so that calms me slightly.

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I don't really know. I guess Ahayes got offended cause I was being a b***h so he wanted to make me feel bad. Perhaps it's an AS thing. But I cried after.

10. I just got home from a busy evening out with my friends.

Wait, what?