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Amarikah
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21 Feb 2008, 6:37 pm

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I want to meet other Aspies, but nobody wants to meet me :(

Maybe I should just pretend to be somebody else.


Doing that is just asking for trouble, in my opinion. People have a lot of different masks due to living different roles. Figure out if you can wear one that fits well and still is you. Be another side of yourself, not an entirely different person.



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21 Feb 2008, 6:56 pm

More or less a 5.

Feeling a strange mixture of boredom and sleepiness. Maybe not so strange.


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21 Feb 2008, 7:15 pm

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i_Am_andaJoy and I seem to be on the same wavelength...I claim the same number. (Around 30ish squared with a cherry on top)


The morons who invented math made it so that you can't take the square root of negative numbers so I'm not on the same wavelength. :cry:


*gives the equivalent of 'cherry on top' so somehow it can be made sweeter*


Thanks, that upped to me to a 1 which can be square rooted. :D


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21 Feb 2008, 7:33 pm

2.75

Today, my Metro teacher tried to crash the lunch party I was a willing participant on. She chased me & my psuedo-friends by shouting my name and "HI" in a very sarcastic manner.
The group ran for it & hid in a Japanese restaurant we frequent whenver we can. It was very uncomfortable.

Also, after Spanish, I was trying as hard NOT to stim, but the temptation was too much to resist.
A girl walked by and shouted, "THAT'S f*****g CREEPY!"

Retribution is a personal must here.


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21 Feb 2008, 8:13 pm

2, which is my numbish average state. Usually I'm a -5 :(
I had a dizzy spell today...made me sadder, because I was around a 4 today...



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21 Feb 2008, 8:16 pm

AnonymousAnonymous wrote:
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Today, my Metro teacher tried to crash the lunch party I was a willing participant on. She chased me & my psuedo-friends by shouting my name and "HI" in a very sarcastic manner.
The group ran for it & hid in a Japanese restaurant we frequent whenver we can. It was very uncomfortable.

Also, after Spanish, I was trying as hard NOT to stim, but the temptation was too much to resist.
A girl walked by and shouted, "THAT'S f***ing CREEPY!"

Retribution is a personal must here.

I would have said "You're f***ing creepy for caring if I stim or not. If you don't know what stimming is, get a f***ing dictionary"



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21 Feb 2008, 8:28 pm

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2, which is my numbish average state. Usually I'm a -5 :(
I had a dizzy spell today...made me sadder, because I was around a 4 today...


Wow, I guess we're equal then. I induced a dizzy spell by alcohol which upped me to a 4. I hope you get better than me though, when I sober up I'll head back down, but I hope you'll go back up. 2 isn't good for a dizzy stage. I wish the best for you.


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21 Feb 2008, 8:34 pm

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2, which is my numbish average state. Usually I'm a -5 :(
I had a dizzy spell today...made me sadder, because I was around a 4 today...


Wow, I guess we're equal then. I induced a dizzy spell by alcohol which upped me to a 4. I hope you get better than me though, when I sober up I'll head back down, but I hope you'll go back up. 2 isn't good for a dizzy stage. I wish the best for you.

I wasn't drunk, it was caused by stress :pale:
Now I'm around a -1 and feel like cutting myself after refaining to do so for 2 month... :shaking:



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21 Feb 2008, 8:38 pm

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2, which is my numbish average state. Usually I'm a -5 :(
I had a dizzy spell today...made me sadder, because I was around a 4 today...


Wow, I guess we're equal then. I induced a dizzy spell by alcohol which upped me to a 4. I hope you get better than me though, when I sober up I'll head back down, but I hope you'll go back up. 2 isn't good for a dizzy stage. I wish the best for you.

I wasn't drunk, it was caused by stress :pale:
Now I'm around a -1 and feel like cutting myself after refaining to do so for 2 month... :shaking:


Oh no, that lowers me, too. I was hoping you'd feel better. Please try to feel better. I got homework to do now, but I hope you feel better and don't cut yourself unless you really need to.


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21 Feb 2008, 8:39 pm

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2, which is my numbish average state. Usually I'm a -5 :(
I had a dizzy spell today...made me sadder, because I was around a 4 today...


Wow, I guess we're equal then. I induced a dizzy spell by alcohol which upped me to a 4. I hope you get better than me though, when I sober up I'll head back down, but I hope you'll go back up. 2 isn't good for a dizzy stage. I wish the best for you.

I wasn't drunk, it was caused by stress :pale:
Now I'm around a -1 and feel like cutting myself after refaining to do so for 2 month... :shaking:


Oh no, that lowers me, too. I was hoping you'd feel better. Please try to feel better. I got homework to do now, but I hope you feel better and don't cut yourself unless you really need to.
Thanks...I haven't yet (Must distract myself)



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22 Feb 2008, 12:01 am

ebec11 wrote:
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2, which is my numbish average state. Usually I'm a -5 :(
I had a dizzy spell today...made me sadder, because I was around a 4 today...


Wow, I guess we're equal then. I induced a dizzy spell by alcohol which upped me to a 4. I hope you get better than me though, when I sober up I'll head back down, but I hope you'll go back up. 2 isn't good for a dizzy stage. I wish the best for you.

I wasn't drunk, it was caused by stress :pale:
Now I'm around a -1 and feel like cutting myself after refaining to do so for 2 month... :shaking:


Oh no, that lowers me, too. I was hoping you'd feel better. Please try to feel better. I got homework to do now, but I hope you feel better and don't cut yourself unless you really need to.
Thanks...I haven't yet (Must distract myself)


Good. *would hug but GoatOnFire is on fire and has scary fangs so he doesn't hug, but hopefully the intent makes you feel better* Now what would be a good distraction... (anyone can help)


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22 Feb 2008, 11:25 am

At a good 4 right now... dropping slightly, but it may go back up depending on what happens during the day.

Got absolutely wasted last night, and got invited to a private college party that took place upstairs in a bar. That made me feel really good and worth something, and me and my friends had a crazy good time. I also met a cool girl and got her number.

After that, I woke up at 7:00, but didn't have a hangover, but was still drunk. Took a shower, came to school, and finished a photoshop exam. Now it's wearing off somewhat, and I just feel very exhausted.

On an off-topic note, is it just me, or does anyone else see their AS traits dissolve when you get a large amount of alcohol in your system?



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22 Feb 2008, 12:23 pm

4

Drowsy...it's going to take a while till I wake up.


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22 Feb 2008, 2:11 pm

Never gotten drunk, so I couldn't say...maybe it's possible that everyone becomes the same socialite when they're too drunk to function. :mrgreen: Not saying that you did, btw.

Today's a 8 -5 thanks to a rolled foot that I can barely walk on. Otherwise, I'm quite pleased.



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22 Feb 2008, 3:49 pm

Been mostly minus numbers lately. Severe depression that has made it hard to get up.
Severe OCD that has had me obsessing over my weight and mirrors.

Severe mood swings and rages that had me breaking my own cheekbone.

And I overdosed on Phocodine but someone made me vomit it up.

So yeah, having a wonderful time here.



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22 Feb 2008, 3:54 pm

I'd say around 2 right now. It's not the worst I've ever felt, but still quite low. :( I just feel so depressed, and I'm not even sure why. I think it might have something to do with the fact that I feel so lonely right now, and I just feel completely misunderstood by my family (I've tried talking to them, but they don't really do much except say stuff like "aww, I hope you feel better soon" when I tell them how I feel). At the risk of sounding overly angsty, sometimes I just wish someone could actually "get" me and be there for me, and I wish I could really feel like I belong and fit in somewhere.

(And now my cheeks sting, because all these tears are starting to irritate them... ;^^ )