scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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i'm gonna have to say 1...no wait, i think i may be up to a 2.
i smiled today. that was good. did a lot of thinking...and have come to terms with some stuff. accepted the reality of a certainty. and it made me happy.
it'll take some time...but i know it will all turn out alright in the end.

-10

She's abandoned me..... again.....
I love her so much....
This pain..... unbearable....

I'm around a 3 today...still depressed, but not as much as yesterday. Plus it looks like my work load might be lightened a bit.

(no number here)

Three more weeks until Spring Break.

Whatcha doing? I'm just relaxing, as I'll need a break from melting down at school all the time by then

2. I'm filled once again with the dread of dying without achieving anything. I want to teach the joy of photography to the next generation. I want to fall truly in love, and genuinely touch someone's life. I want to have children, and make none of the mistakes that my parents made raising me and my brother. I want to see my name under the photographs in a newspaper article. I want to grow old but not grey.
I'm not afraid of death, but every moment in my life is filled with a terrible fear of dying too soon. Gets worse at times like this, too.

A -10 for the last few weeks...*sigh*

I will be visiting my family in Houston for a week.

But I have to get through 3-4 days of camping during a field trip for one of my classes.

1. I feel disappointed, but I don't want to really discuss it. It's not my place.

0

Nobody wants to be my friend.

Hey buddy I hope things lift for you soon. I'll be your friend if you want.

As for me, my mood seems to be lingering on a potential 8. Infact, I may as well exploit this phase to my advantage by playing guitar non-stop.

Hey I hope things lift for you soon man.

And welcome to WP.

+5

Still quite a lot to get done for next week, but this following week will be so much easier than last week. I don't feel good about the last test I took, though no one in that class did. This following week's test should be much better.

Almost everyone around me is getting sick and showing the same symptoms. I worry for my own health, and hope for the best.

-7

I've given up on my marriage. There is very little chance that I will get custody of my son.

(no number here)

I just want a guarantee that no matter what field of work I choose to do, or what the cost of living is like wherever I choose to live---I can live the life I want, have the things I want, and not struggle financially.

8

Quite good, actually.