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Who the hell glued on the vent slates to the f**king open-close part of the fan shaft? AND IT LOOKS LIKE SEALANT? WHO

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It wasn't me

Probably some repairman from 40 years ago or something

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"I overthink everything"

"Well don't"

Me:



Well gee why didn't I think of that?

**not directed at anyone

autistic men: my life is SO hard. I cant have SEX and I need a girlfriend. I will look like crap and never improve my appearance because I need to get what I want NOW. Stupid women never LOOK at me. I don’t know how to behave in public but THEY NEED TO CODDLE TO ME IM RIGHT STUPID NORMIES WRONG

autistic women: how the f**k do you survive being normal. I’ve been masking and this isn’t normal???

god the cognitive dissonance.

Ugh, I normally don't like to do this because I can be kind of private about my issues, but I need to get it out somewhere:

I'm stressed and feeling like garbage today. I had an appointment with my psychiatrist that I scheduled IN MAY, and had received confirmation for. Appointment was for Tuesday last week. I requested time off work, and got to my appointment Tuesday, just to hear that the appointment was canceled when I checked in. Fine, whatever, I'd prefer to hear about a cancelation BEFORE I arrive at the clinic for the appointment, but I can schedule another one. I was out of refills of my SSRI anxiety prescription so I was hoping to have my psychiatrist give me another refill on Tuesday. I submit a refill request on my pharmacy app, and didn't get any approval. I reached out to my psychiatrist TWICE via our patient portal, AND called requesting a refill. Psychiatrist wasn't in the office, but the front desk promised she would approve the refill. Welp, she sure didn't. I ran out of my prescription Friday, and have been experiencing the SSRI withdrawal symptoms. It hit me really hard today. Woozy head, tired, starting to feel nauseous. I really really hope she is in the office tomorrow because SSRI withdrawal is no joke. I've never been super happy with this clinic so this is just confirmation to look elsewhere for a new, more attentive provider. Who the hell cancels a check-in appointment for a RX refill WITHOUT sending notice, and let's their patient's prescription lapse?

In addition to feeling like garbage because I don't have my anxiety medication, I took my twin kitties to the vet Friday afternoon. Ticky, my girl twin needs two teeth extractions, and Haku, the boy twin needs a teeth cleaning. They both have yeast infections (chronic, genetic condition for them) in their ears. I spent $325 at the Friday appointment, and received an estimate for around $1500 for EACH cat's tooth cleaning/extraction. God, I'm stressed because it NEEDS to get done, but I'm still paying off the psychology bill from when I was diagnosed with ADHD (in 2022). I work for a state government position and like what I do, but the pay is AWFUL. I feel like I overdraft/have to transfer money from my savings each month to cover my portion of rent, car insurance, electricity, internet, medical bills, groceries, etc. I'm going to open a care credit line for the vet bills, but the interest rate is outrageous. Idk how I'm going to pay off the teeth extraction/cleaning without the interest building.

Going to see if I'm up for grocery shopping today. I feel so low energy and stressed about money ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ

I do so much for you all, yet you do so little for me.


(My irl family, not you guys)

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^ I am glad to hear you have solved your Rx problem, MTP!