being watched by the police

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So you first got the pillls For depression?

originally my mother was saying that i was hearing things and they brought me to the hospital and I spent the night there. they tested me with this machine on and off all night and then I got the pill that they gave me. she called it risperidal but thaT is another name for risperidone. now it may be used for psycosis but it is known to be used for chemical castration in higher doses.

I have read through all of your thread, now, and I have this to say to you... I live in Sweden and happen to be highly critical of the U.S., in many ways. I very much agree that the U.S. is not a fair country - nor is things always fair, anywhere in the world. No, certainly not even here in Sweden (actually, I rather strongly dislike my country, in many ways). The world is not a fair place. However, what you are experiencing clearly is schizophrenia. I am very critical of neuroleptics such as Risperdal/Risperidone - you can check old posts of mine, including a thread I have made about my experiences with it - but you clearly are in need of medication. What you are taking right now is NOT working and you need to talk with your doctor about switching to something else, and see if it works, instead. You are showing classic signs of schizophrenia and you need help. I also am a rather paranoid person, but the mind reading technology that you are talking about is very unlikely to exist. And as has been mentioned, it WOULD need extensive calibration procedures. Why can you not just consider the possibility of these things not being real, and talk with your doctor about switching the medication? If you do that, and you get a medication that actually *works*, this nightmare will end.

As I said, I have been highly critical of neuroleptics, in the past, and I STILL am, but in this case, you need to try them to see if they work. If you do not, this will likely only get worse. You also need to consider that your work"mates" or neighbours very well may be "joking" with you, to feed your paranoia for the sake of what they see as "fun". Many people enjoy to, in one way or another, preying on people in vulnerable conditions. That may well include the cops you mention (if they even are real).

Everything points to you having schizophrenia. Consider that what you experience well may not be real and talk with your doctor, tomorrow, already, about switching medications. There's not much else that we can do than ask you to do this, as the signs of this being the case with you just are too clear to ignore. For now, try to remain calm and be sure to talk with your doctor, tomorrow.