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There's more to you than looks, I think. Focus on what you're good at (someone will probably appreciate these abilities) and instead of getting to know drunk people at a party, meet people where you're more likely to meet someone likeminded.

I don't really go to parties, I know lots of great people. It's not really a matter of what other people think. That's just an occasional blemish on my mood.

Sorry, I'm posting from my phone and it sometimes screws up my posts.

I think I said...hmm. I wonder if there's some way I can remember what happened. It was a family member that kidnapped myself, my sister, and our two cousins. 3 girls, 1 boy. They dressed us all as boys and gave us male names and my sister being the oldest of all four of us, she remembers a lot. She remembers that when our hair was cut off I became upset and cried and attempted to cover my head and I ended up being locked in a closet for most of a day.

She has a lot of guilt and still feels like she was supposed to protect me but she was only a child as well so all she could do was watch when I became combative and the adults around us used abusive tactics to stop me from biting/kicking/scratching. I don't remember anything but I imagine that could have done something to my mind maybe?

But how do I get beyond what I can't remember?

Sweet Pea hugs