Sly,
you deserve to be loved.
The way I found my love was just blind luck and that I kept looking and putting ads up and responding to ads.
Yeah, some say online romance isn't real,
but it's real if the other person loves you and is your other half.
Keep looking, find new ways to meet people.
It's good initially to meet people just to meet people,
try not to put out the vibe too much that you want to "seal a deal".
that's the sh***y part of this species, if you show them what you want, you don't get it.
Unless that person is so amazingly compatible with you that she'll accept you no matter what.
But they have to get to know you first, that's how they know if you're "the one".